Got date for the first time in 10 years and got ghosted

[Newkid]

I never made any attempt to find a gf because I accepted my fate as an ugly incel
But suddenly idk how it happened some 16 yo blue eyes jb got interested in me
I wish I never met her
this experience is so traumatic especially after all these years of social isolation
For me she was 10/10 and I felt so happy with her that I lost my emotional control and stopped mimic alpha behavior
Idk what to do guys
I went on one date with her. I didn't make out with her because there wasn't any perfect moment. We just cuddled and I touched her ass

 

[Newkid]

she looked astounishing, I didn't even look at girls that are so beutiful
all my years of training to cope and imbrace loneliness are gone

 

[Newkid]

I wanna kms rn

 

[cannotbeasked]

Who paid for the date

 

[Newkid]

Who paid for the date

I didn't pay any penny

 

[Newkid]

Who paid for the date

She bought a lot of stuff for herself

 

[Newkid]

And another fact is I hatfished her never took off my baseball cap

 

[Gonthar]

 

[Newkid]

I hate life. My t levels dropped to 0 after that experience.

 

[Newkid]

I was registered 4 years ago on this forum and still graycel jfl

 

[Darkeningstar]

You have to get over the disappointment; it's not easy at all. In the meantime, don't screw up