Got diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder

[Deleted member 8902]

Went to the therapist the first time in my life and It turns out I am a sociopath with antisocial disorder

It kinda makes sense tbh

-Ever since I was little I didn't understand why would people do anything for anyone if they didn't get something for it, I lacked remorse and I only cried when it directly effected me.

-One time my friend fell from 7-10 meters and passed out, I literally freaked out just because I would get in trouble because of it. (he survived but barely)

-I only did good in school to get attention from parents and when I didnt get it I just quit trying

-Got into a lot of troubles including scams, vandalism, theft and when I didn't get caught I bragged about it

-I fail to plan ahead and waste all money I have on stuff I don't need

-I lie so much IRL its not even funny, like even when I don't gain anything from it

-I feel no remorse when someone close to me dies, I want to but I seriously can't

-I suck at making decisions

-My relationships suck ass, like all of them

Only symptom I don't have is uncontrollable rage, I easily hold most of my emotions

Any sociopathcels here?

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Note that my therapist might be wrong, it was only my first session

 

[Blue]

(((Therapist)))

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Also I hate most people and only have 3-4 real friends and I only keep in touch with one of them.

Also I don't like when anything goes his way so we aren't really friends.

 

[Deleted member 8902]

(((Therapist)))

Yea I am lying cuz having mental is cool fuck you

 

[TsarTsar444]

I'm the opposite of this tbh jfl

 

[Deleted member 8902]

I'm the opposite of this tbh jfl

Happy human being

 

[TsarTsar444]

Happy human being

Cope, i have big time anxiety jfl worried all the time for everything, especially my parents dying

 

[Blue]

Cope, i have big time anxiety jfl worried all the time for everything, especially my parents dying

The parent thing is brutal, I have that too sometimes...

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Cope, i have big time anxiety jfl worried all the time for everything, especially my parents dying

I had that too when I was 4-6 YO, but mostly afraid of losing them because I would end up on street

 

[TsarTsar444]

I had that too when I was 4-6 YO, but mostly afraid of losing them because I would end up on street

Opposite here, my mother had cancer when i was 7, didn't care nearly as much as i do know for her

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Oh yeah I forgot, one time my mother was attacked by a man (long story) I legit just stood there telling myself that it's her problem not mine.

Edit: playing a videogame, later I lied that I was shocked and couldn't react (I was 11)

 

[MrGlutton]

if you're really a sociopath then i'm a paranoid autist

 

[tyronelite]

I took a personality test a while ago. I was a mix of anti social & schizoid

 

[Deleted member 8902]

if you're really a sociopath then i'm an autist

Oh yeah I forgot, one time my mother was attacked by a man (long story) I legit just stood there telling myself that it's her problem not mine.

Edit: playing a videogame, later I lied that I was shocked and couldn't react (I was 11)

 

[Blue]

Yea I am lying cuz having mental is cool fuck you

Just kidding man, having actual mental problems is terrible. Though, a lot of therapists are gaslighting cunts trying to sell you SSRIs and make you believe you're insane, so there's that.

 

[warpsociety]

Swaggest move is having the capacity to do whatever, but doing good things and building useful connections. Being evil brings evil to you

 

[Deleted member 8902]

doing good things

Good/moral things are human constructs made tk keep humanity in check

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Good/moral things are human constructs made tk keep humanity in check

Also top 0.1% aren't moral at all they use people for personal gains, that's the difference between them and the rest of the world.

Doing everything to be at the top.

 

[warpsociety]

Good/moral things are human constructs made tk keep humanity in check

I’m saying like brutally using someone, not stealing from a store (who cares)

I avoided an ASPD diagnosis by quitting therapy my parents made me go to because of anger issues and emotional disarray. That was 3 years ago. I am pretty good at reading people and shit and just try to lift up people instead of using them. Build mutually beneficial relationships. Doesn’t mean u can’t steal from Walmart

Also being evil is terrible for your mental health and makes you feel disconnected. Really depends on who you are, ik im not evil so this is just me

 

[Deleted member 5189]

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Build mutually beneficial relationships.

I cant even build any meaningful relationship

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Being a sociopath only means you are a loser, jfl at your low IQ

 

[warpsociety]

I cant even build any meaningful relationship

I found it tough. My ex called me a sociopath, after she dated diagnosed ASPD mfs, so I’ve tried to grow from that label.

NT people involuntarily feel emotion from other people for better or for worse. Hang out with High T men and girls and listen to what they say, build trust etc.

My best friend is a 6’2 black dude who had to grow up in the hood and that mf feels like he’s on kill or be killed mode all the time. We get along super well because we both have a buffer to the world and we just vibe. Don’t hang out with soy dudes hang out with real ass dudes who deal with exactly what you do and you’ll grow from it. Strike a balance between “sociopathy” and emotion to navigate the world around you

 

[warpsociety]

Also it’s an unconventional therapy but DXM and dissociatives in general helped me understand my emotional connection to the world, what it truly feels like to feel “nothing”, etc

 

[Conspiracy]

good for you for admitting you are a loser

 

[Deleted member 8902]

good for you for admitting you are a loser

But hey, admittin' is the first step
And hey, you know ain't nobody perfect

 

[Merćer]

Went to the therapist the first time in my life and It turns out I am a sociopath with antisocial disorder

It kinda makes sense tbh

-Ever since I was little I didn't understand why would people do anything for anyone if they didn't get something for it, I lacked remorse and I only cried when it directly effected me.

-One time my friend fell from 7-10 meters and passed out, I literally freaked out just because I would get in trouble because of it. (he survived but barely)

-I only did good in school to get attention from parents and when I didnt get it I just quit trying

-Got into a lot of troubles including scams, vandalism, theft and when I didn't get caught I bragged about it

-I fail to plan ahead and waste all money I have on stuff I don't need

-I lie so much IRL its not even funny, like even when I don't gain anything from it

-I feel no remorse when someone close to me dies, I want to but I seriously can't

-I suck at making decisions

-My relationships suck ass, like all of them

Only symptom I don't have is uncontrollable rage, I easily hold most of my emotions

Any sociopathcels here?
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Interesting, you werent really a threat to society unless you are sadistic and start hunting individuals like a dog. ASPD + Sadism is a very nefarious combination.

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Interesting, you werent really a threat to society unless you are sadistic and start hunting individuals like a dog. ASPD + Sadism is a very nefarious combination.

I am not sadist I don't enjoy inflicting pain, but if that is what I need to do to gain something I want I will do it, no question.

 

[Merćer]

I am not sadist I don't enjoy inflicting pain, but if that is what I need to do to gain something I want I will do it, no question.

Individuals like you are controlled by extremely impulsive desires, have you try hijacking a car in the middle of the road cause you want one.

 

[Deleted member 2100]

I got diagnosed with Gay Nigga Disorder tbh

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Individuals like you are controlled by extremely impulsive desires, have you try hijacking a car in the middle of the road cause you want one.

Or course not, I won't engage in illegal activity in which I am 100% sure I would get caught and end up in prison.

I stole stuff money from my parents and grandparents, scammed people online and irl and destroyed stuff I was jealous of.

 

[Rabbi]

I was diagnosed with being an abused kutta

 

[Merćer]

Or course not, I won't engage in illegal activity in which I am 100% sure I would get caught and end up in prison.

I stole stuff money from my parents and grandparents, scammed people online and irl and destroyed stuff I was jealous of.

Youre just a capable person i think. Person diagnosed with ASPD werent capable of seeing the outcome of their action no matter how severe it may be. If a geniune sociopathic person know his hands get chopped off after he steal a diamond hes still do it.

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Youre just a capable person i think. Person diagnosed with ASPD werent capable of seeing the outcome of their action no matter how severe it may be. If a geniune sociopathic person know his hands get chopped off after he stole a diamond hes still do it.

There's still hope, I pray this is true

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Weird flex but ok

 

[Schnitzel]

 

[Deleted member 8902]

Weird flex but ok

Being a sociopath only means you are a loser, jfl at your low IQ

 

[Schnitzel]

Whatever it is bro, take care i guess.