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JBE
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I just turned 17 and i'm entering my senior year of high school in september. I have severe social anxiety, which is not helped by the fact that I basically have a micropenis. I've been severely bullied since as long as I can remember.
Just over two months ago during swim class two of my bullies attacked me when the instructor had left and tore off my swimsuit in front of my whole class. Then they threw me naked into the pool where I had to wait several minutes before the teacher returned and got me a towel. They all saw it. The entire class, including all of the girls. The guys who stripped me got suspended for a month. That's it.
I missed a week of class, but my parents made me go back to school after that, and I had to endure a month of absolute hell. Everyone was laughing and gossiping and taunting me, endlessly. Several times I just burst into tears right in front of all my peers.
In order to be excused from gym class next year, my principal told me that I need to get a medical exemption. Which means that I need to get an actual medical diagnosis of micropenis from my doctor. I have an appointment for my medical exam next week, although I'm sure he'll say that I have it. My bratty little sister thinks this whole thing is funny, and im sure that's she's going to tell everyone in her grade about my medical diagnosis.
I just can't take it. There is no way to transfer to another school, there is only one high school in my area. I just can't handle any more humiliation and trauma, and I am terrified about what my bullies will try to do to me in senior year.
I just feel like there is no way out, and that I don't want to not live anymore.
Just over two months ago during swim class two of my bullies attacked me when the instructor had left and tore off my swimsuit in front of my whole class. Then they threw me naked into the pool where I had to wait several minutes before the teacher returned and got me a towel. They all saw it. The entire class, including all of the girls. The guys who stripped me got suspended for a month. That's it.
I missed a week of class, but my parents made me go back to school after that, and I had to endure a month of absolute hell. Everyone was laughing and gossiping and taunting me, endlessly. Several times I just burst into tears right in front of all my peers.
In order to be excused from gym class next year, my principal told me that I need to get a medical exemption. Which means that I need to get an actual medical diagnosis of micropenis from my doctor. I have an appointment for my medical exam next week, although I'm sure he'll say that I have it. My bratty little sister thinks this whole thing is funny, and im sure that's she's going to tell everyone in her grade about my medical diagnosis.
I just can't take it. There is no way to transfer to another school, there is only one high school in my area. I just can't handle any more humiliation and trauma, and I am terrified about what my bullies will try to do to me in senior year.
I just feel like there is no way out, and that I don't want to not live anymore.