
EverythingMattersCel
that bitch
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Getting rejected is not that deep, but the way u are rejected can be painful.
I approached like 5x yesterday... 4 of them were soft rejections but 1 of them was brutal. I couldn't even add a single person on Snap. Anyways, the brutal rejection is rent-free in my head and will be for a long time. It was a 7.5/10 HTB cute petite girl. Approached her and got a conversation going. Long story short after like 5 minutes I went in for the kiss and then she jolted her head back in disgust and screamed, "NO, NO, NO!". Then she said "I wasn't her type" and "disgusting to look at". Massive recoil on her head jolt to reject my subhumanity. I turned to the guy at the bar and tried to cope... "eh, I just got rejected brutally" and we laughed about. Turned to her and I said to her, "you're lucky I am not sensitive to rejection". Then she said, "buy me a drink". Another woman without any empathy. Although tbf they are all that way to ppl like me. After that experience, I set the bar way lower and tried to JBW on some low tier beckies from Asia. Completely failed... as I said couldn't even get any on Snap.
I also realised that the flukes I had last week were just that... flukes. I didn't make out with any of the girls for longer than 30 sec. They must have been repulsed by me, but were too scared to reject the advances of a gymcelled ogre. So I'm not even going to count them as make outs. I am still a 23yr kissless virgin.
Just brutal boyos... brutal. And I saw ppl from my flatmate get girls effortlessly. I don't think any of them even approached, but girls just came up to them and made out with them.
But "muh personality" and "just be confident" bro. I am very angry rn. The world is so unfairly rigged against me. No matter how hard I try in anything, I am met with failure. I considered roping off of the bridge after, but who's going to care if i end it? Honestly? For some that's motivation to not bother, but for me it's motivation to keep existing and suffering for no reason.
I approached like 5x yesterday... 4 of them were soft rejections but 1 of them was brutal. I couldn't even add a single person on Snap. Anyways, the brutal rejection is rent-free in my head and will be for a long time. It was a 7.5/10 HTB cute petite girl. Approached her and got a conversation going. Long story short after like 5 minutes I went in for the kiss and then she jolted her head back in disgust and screamed, "NO, NO, NO!". Then she said "I wasn't her type" and "disgusting to look at". Massive recoil on her head jolt to reject my subhumanity. I turned to the guy at the bar and tried to cope... "eh, I just got rejected brutally" and we laughed about. Turned to her and I said to her, "you're lucky I am not sensitive to rejection". Then she said, "buy me a drink". Another woman without any empathy. Although tbf they are all that way to ppl like me. After that experience, I set the bar way lower and tried to JBW on some low tier beckies from Asia. Completely failed... as I said couldn't even get any on Snap.
I also realised that the flukes I had last week were just that... flukes. I didn't make out with any of the girls for longer than 30 sec. They must have been repulsed by me, but were too scared to reject the advances of a gymcelled ogre. So I'm not even going to count them as make outs. I am still a 23yr kissless virgin.
Just brutal boyos... brutal. And I saw ppl from my flatmate get girls effortlessly. I don't think any of them even approached, but girls just came up to them and made out with them.
But "muh personality" and "just be confident" bro. I am very angry rn. The world is so unfairly rigged against me. No matter how hard I try in anything, I am met with failure. I considered roping off of the bridge after, but who's going to care if i end it? Honestly? For some that's motivation to not bother, but for me it's motivation to keep existing and suffering for no reason.