Sperggatura
Effortless Obsession
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The original third oneitis was a short haired, glasses wearing dyke, and i stopped being infatuated with her after I saw an Instagram story of her grabbing her girlfriend's tits.
3rd is this high achieving petite girl, and this foid is the first and few girls ever approached me, so i was scared and kinda sperged out and denied her questions like "what do you do for fun", and started saying "nothing just chilling and sleeping", it went like this for 10mins. I really pissed her off, gave me a angry look and left, and i feel a bit victorious like a fucking retard and started to regret it. At newyear and went very drunk at my friends, so drunk they escorted me to my house, my friends attempted to make me drunk like making the alcohol more pure instead watering it down, but jfl for these niggas im into this shit.
So 2nd sem started and it's 2023, we sit next to eachother thanks to my teacher, i was late then tried talking to her to win her back and resorted to jestering like a complete faggot, i always remembered i made fun of her for using tiktok and told her its for moralfag idiots and pissed her off again with my poor taste of ragebait.
IThe thing is got to know her a bit better, i know her things like she likes the beatles and got indirectly pressured to studies, and one time she cried because shes disappointed abt her grades and kinda panicked because we are front row sitters and that fag teacher is infront of me keep rambling about "muh grades", i cant like comfort her because its just gonna cause some attention, so i decided to secretly passed my tissues like a legit supreme gentlemen i am because this foid is crying rivers and cant let her tears pool the table, so i waited and waited, Thank God the class is dismissed so i immediately went to her friends to convince them to help her. Then they like surround her and shit like telling "it's gonna be better". Fuck mayne, theres multiple attempts that she tried to convince me to walk along with her or like hangout or smthing like blah she wants to go to a library, cashier and canteen.
The thing is i JUST BRUTALLY DNR HER and told her like "no how about ur friends not me im so busy", and my dumbass is just scrolling .org and insta as "busy" and it was my time to slay yet i choosed to LDAR in my table alone, so fuck i lost it all, all my chances are flushed, i got this pathetic attempt of mine makes my brain melt because i kinda like beg for her to walk with me outside the campus and i was like "hi can i join you to walk home i just want to kill some time because my home is kinda a mess?", and she just awkwardly agrees to it jfl, i waited for her because shes waiting for her friends and suddenly her friends and her are fucking laughing while were walking to the hallway, holy shit i just realized what did i put myself into, so i fucking left from the group and just go alone like i always do i feel like i got permacucked. so another attempt i tried do this shit again (ITS EVEN MORE PAINFUL THAN I ALREADY ANTICIPATED) even it fucking hurts doing it, so i grabbed my balls clenched my teeth and asked her friends again to tag along, they agreed, i cant ask that foid upfront because she was busy yapping about the group project and waited outside, suddenly they agreed after i left a bit they started gossiping and shit like "lets ditch him he is so weird", fucking bitches does it hurt to say fucking no???, i would rather take a fucking no than a fucking empty yes, holy shit these fucking foids feels like in pain when telling the fucking truth.
so i tried sending her some shit in her insta like sending her cute cat reels, and i dont get reply, but after stalking to her account this nigga just unfollowed me after spamming her 5 cat reels
. Dont make me started at our texts, it was fucking depressing, im the one carrying the convo and this nigga is so fucking cold that im starting shiver in doubt, one time i sent 3 texts and get replied with "Y".
A single fucking letter, not ye or yes but fucking "Y", ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? FUUUUUUUUARRRRK, I DECIDED TO FUCKING DEACTIVATE EVERY ACCOUNT I HAD CONNECTIONS OF HER BECAUSE IT HURTS MY FUCKING HEAD THINKING ABOUT IT. GOING ER IS FUCKING POINTLESS BECAUSE ITS GENERALLY MY FAULT GOD HAS GIVEN ME ALOT OF CHANCE YET I JUST LOSE EM ALL. I continued gymcelling and used it as a coping mechanism, my nd friends sympathize me after what happened and me this i saw her she got a boyfriend, tall and fairskinned and pretty boy too, and was planning to confront her like complain "about is it my looks or my indecisiveness?" luckily theres a foid told me what u are about to do is retarded and dont follow ur friend advice because hes also retarded too. AFTER GYMCELLING I DECIDED TO PERMAROTT IN .ORG AND DISCORD AND LDAR COMPLETELY.
TLDR: I kept sabotaging my chances with a girl I liked by acting weird, sperging out, and pissing her off. After many failed attempts to talk to her and getting rejected, I tried texting her but got cold, one-word replies. I finally saw she got a tall, handsome boyfriend, so I deactivated all my social media and focused and gymmaxx.
3rd is this high achieving petite girl, and this foid is the first and few girls ever approached me, so i was scared and kinda sperged out and denied her questions like "what do you do for fun", and started saying "nothing just chilling and sleeping", it went like this for 10mins. I really pissed her off, gave me a angry look and left, and i feel a bit victorious like a fucking retard and started to regret it. At newyear and went very drunk at my friends, so drunk they escorted me to my house, my friends attempted to make me drunk like making the alcohol more pure instead watering it down, but jfl for these niggas im into this shit.
So 2nd sem started and it's 2023, we sit next to eachother thanks to my teacher, i was late then tried talking to her to win her back and resorted to jestering like a complete faggot, i always remembered i made fun of her for using tiktok and told her its for moralfag idiots and pissed her off again with my poor taste of ragebait.
IThe thing is got to know her a bit better, i know her things like she likes the beatles and got indirectly pressured to studies, and one time she cried because shes disappointed abt her grades and kinda panicked because we are front row sitters and that fag teacher is infront of me keep rambling about "muh grades", i cant like comfort her because its just gonna cause some attention, so i decided to secretly passed my tissues like a legit supreme gentlemen i am because this foid is crying rivers and cant let her tears pool the table, so i waited and waited, Thank God the class is dismissed so i immediately went to her friends to convince them to help her. Then they like surround her and shit like telling "it's gonna be better". Fuck mayne, theres multiple attempts that she tried to convince me to walk along with her or like hangout or smthing like blah she wants to go to a library, cashier and canteen.
The thing is i JUST BRUTALLY DNR HER and told her like "no how about ur friends not me im so busy", and my dumbass is just scrolling .org and insta as "busy" and it was my time to slay yet i choosed to LDAR in my table alone, so fuck i lost it all, all my chances are flushed, i got this pathetic attempt of mine makes my brain melt because i kinda like beg for her to walk with me outside the campus and i was like "hi can i join you to walk home i just want to kill some time because my home is kinda a mess?", and she just awkwardly agrees to it jfl, i waited for her because shes waiting for her friends and suddenly her friends and her are fucking laughing while were walking to the hallway, holy shit i just realized what did i put myself into, so i fucking left from the group and just go alone like i always do i feel like i got permacucked. so another attempt i tried do this shit again (ITS EVEN MORE PAINFUL THAN I ALREADY ANTICIPATED) even it fucking hurts doing it, so i grabbed my balls clenched my teeth and asked her friends again to tag along, they agreed, i cant ask that foid upfront because she was busy yapping about the group project and waited outside, suddenly they agreed after i left a bit they started gossiping and shit like "lets ditch him he is so weird", fucking bitches does it hurt to say fucking no???, i would rather take a fucking no than a fucking empty yes, holy shit these fucking foids feels like in pain when telling the fucking truth.
so i tried sending her some shit in her insta like sending her cute cat reels, and i dont get reply, but after stalking to her account this nigga just unfollowed me after spamming her 5 cat reels
. Dont make me started at our texts, it was fucking depressing, im the one carrying the convo and this nigga is so fucking cold that im starting shiver in doubt, one time i sent 3 texts and get replied with "Y". A single fucking letter, not ye or yes but fucking "Y", ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? FUUUUUUUUARRRRK, I DECIDED TO FUCKING DEACTIVATE EVERY ACCOUNT I HAD CONNECTIONS OF HER BECAUSE IT HURTS MY FUCKING HEAD THINKING ABOUT IT. GOING ER IS FUCKING POINTLESS BECAUSE ITS GENERALLY MY FAULT GOD HAS GIVEN ME ALOT OF CHANCE YET I JUST LOSE EM ALL. I continued gymcelling and used it as a coping mechanism, my nd friends sympathize me after what happened and me this i saw her she got a boyfriend, tall and fairskinned and pretty boy too, and was planning to confront her like complain "about is it my looks or my indecisiveness?" luckily theres a foid told me what u are about to do is retarded and dont follow ur friend advice because hes also retarded too. AFTER GYMCELLING I DECIDED TO PERMAROTT IN .ORG AND DISCORD AND LDAR COMPLETELY.
TLDR: I kept sabotaging my chances with a girl I liked by acting weird, sperging out, and pissing her off. After many failed attempts to talk to her and getting rejected, I tried texting her but got cold, one-word replies. I finally saw she got a tall, handsome boyfriend, so I deactivated all my social media and focused and gymmaxx.
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