greycel cries

[cvt]

why the fuck my younger sister is almost the same height as me shes 170 (14yo) and im pretty sure didnt stopped growing and i am 177.78 at almost fucking 17 yeara old. every day i walk past 8th graders almost all of them are taller than me. forgot to say i stopped growing at ~14. just fucking tell me why and what have i done to stunt my height like this. yeah i was sleep deprived bc “oh its so cool to sleep at 3 am i am so mysterious ” and shit. but does it really can affect growth that much?i highly doubt it. i ate like a normal kid, never starvemaxxed. i am also very nd since childhood which could make my cortisol levels higher and t lower. maybe bc i drank a little of water. i guess ill never know. btw my dad is like 185 or 190 idk and my mom shes almost a head shorter than me
also i got 0.42 es from my mom. fucking hate it.
simply collected all the worst failos. brootal
i see no point in life being me. or maybe there is a point but who cares if i will prolly never experience happy life. i am diagnosed with vulnerable narcissism which cannot be cured at all so it will haunt me all throught my life. btw i am curious who the fuck brainwashed people into believing that rope is bad. like yeah there are some retards who roping bc of some shit but its like instant problem solver isnt it

 

[chudburga]

considering roping because you are 5’10 is insane work it could ALWAYS be worse 5’10 is a good height be happy you aren’t 5’4.

 

[cvt]

considering roping because you are 5’10 is insane work it could ALWAYS be worse 5’10 is a good height be happy you aren’t 5’4.

yeah buddy youre right but i cant stop thinking about what ive missed and if i could be higher

 

[chudburga]

yeah buddy youre right but i cant stop thinking about what ive missed and if i could be higher

you can’t change the past, just make sure focus on what’s ahead of you and what you CAN change thinking about the past does nothing but destroy you (take it from a 5’7 manlet )