grief is causing me pain

[Youㅤ]

my head and chest hurt , y ? cuz i realized im in a dystopia as a loner incel . every moment i wish death

 

[Esteban1997]

Same

 

[Youㅤ]

Same

brutal man , so brutal . think how brutal death is , how brutal it is to fear for ur life . well now think how brutal is to want death

 

[Esteban1997]

brutal man , so brutal . think how brutal death is , how brutal it is to fear for ur life . well now think how brutal is to want death

Ive been having suicidal thoughts for 6 years now

 

[Youㅤ]

Ive been having suicidal thoughts for 6 years now

i suicidal for 12 years cuz when i was 7 i became possessed with something and it changed me drastically

 

[Noir]

i suicidal for 12 years cuz when i was 7 i became possessed with something and it changed me drastically

are we talking about demonology now or what?

 

[Youㅤ]

are we talking about demonology now or what?

yes , if one of us is familiar . r u demonologist ? i have minimal knowledge . but i understand the concept

 

[Cuervo]

so if u have sex u will love life?

 

[Youㅤ]

so if u have sex u will love life?

no cuz im not sexually attracted to women (im not gay)

 

[Youㅤ]

also i understand that sex is a psyop and doesnt exist in tbis dystopia

 

[Cuervo]

no cuz im not sexually attracted to women (im not gay)

then just take some psychedelics and listen to some music and call it a day

 

[Noir]

yes , if one of us is familiar . r u demonologist ? i have minimal knowledge . but i understand the concept

No but i felt like I was being haunted by something when I was 13 or 14, its stopped now thankfully
One time there was a female voice whispering into my ear like audibly, nothing like ever before like my parents calling me when they werent there, it was a totally new voice. Well I was scared and then I started speaking louder than usual about stuff (too embarassed to say)
But I was actually haunted by something idk what, some person said it was probably a curse

 

[Youㅤ]

No but i felt like I was being haunted by something when I was 13 or 14, its stopped now thankfully
One time there was a female voice whispering into my ear like audibly, nothing like ever before like my parents calling me when they werent there, it was a totally new voice. Well I was scared and then I started speaking louder than usual about stuff (too embarassed to say)
But I was actually haunted by something idk what, some person said it was probably a curse

i wouldnt assume its a curse

there was probably something going on that made u vulnerable to being possessed , or it was ur own subconscious thoughtform , unless u have reason to believe their was an experienced person to wished to curse u

 

[Noir]

i wouldnt assume its a curse

there was probably something going on that made u vulnerable to being possessed , or it was ur own subconscious thoughtform , unless u have reason to believe their was an experienced person to wished to curse u

My dad talked about witches that were in his town in Mexico, one of the stories was a about a man who tried to get to one of the witches houses (i think with the intention of harm) and that everytime he ended up at where he began. IDK someone on /x/ mentioned it and it got me thinking that it was probably generational. My mom said our old house was haunted, but in the new house some more weird stuff happened.