Grim life, I am beginning to realise that it's truly over for me

[Over]

Coping with gym, escitalopram 10mg every night, coping with Playstation. That's all I do whole day.

What my actual day looks like is I just wake up wash my hair and look in the mirror, and there it is, whole day is ruined for me at that single moment when I see my UEE, round jaw, shit skin quality, shit bones, narrow gay skull.

Every day is same thing over and over again with few exceptional rare days where I feel fine about my face and even more rare days where I actually feel attractive.

I got no future, I got nobody to live for, I got nobody to hug me or kiss me, I got nothing to live for, i hate my own mother who can only bully me. I am alive but not really living. All I want is girlfriend, a loving and understanding woman who will make me better, but it's not going to happen looking at my lack of experience with women.

Its getting fucking darker every week for me, I dont really want to die but dont want to live like this either.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[onnysk]

no bro

 

[RAITEIII]

:/ keep improving you have potential to get what you want

 

[OOGABOOGA]

Go to sea and become a serial rapist until duterte kills you

 

[DoctorPMA]

are you actually ugly or have mental problems? You said in other threads that you live mostly in your basment