Guilt and shame as a lifts wearer

[BatmanBegins]

I've been wearing lifts since 2010 and over the years my arsenal has became more sophisticated.

However, deep in my heart I always feel that something is wrong. I can cheat others but I can't cheat myself. When people admire my looks or girls in the club like me, I know that they admire and like this fake version of myself, the person I am pretending to be, that doesn't really exist. And that they wouldn't feel the same towards me without the lifts.

And I always had this nightmare about 5'8-5'10" girls who would be the same height as me with lifts to 2" taller and 2"-4" taller without. Sooner or later, the time will come and I won't know what to do.

Oh man, I'm beat.

 

[Lux]

Get LL if it bothers you that much. Being in a wheelchair & rehab for a year is better than living a lie.

 

[malignant]

i feel the same way about anything fake/cosmetic that adds to looks. definitely wouldnt get as much validation and dopamine from admiration or sex, and would know deep down im frauding. either way its over

 

[malignant]

Get LL if it bothers you that much. Being in a wheelchair & rehab for a year is better than living a lie.

thats still living a lie lmfao just a more advanced cope

 

[johncruz12345]

YOU SHOULDNT CARE ABOUT FRAUDING. EVERYONE FRAUDS.

 

[Lux]

thats still living a lie lmfao just a more advanced cope

at least he could take off his shoes without ruining his social life

 

[Copemaxxing]

Stfu if you look tall you feel good. I lift fraud to become 6‘2 and I feel fucking amazing

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Get LL if it bothers you that much. Being in a wheelchair & rehab for a year is better than living a lie.

no 6'0 with LL for 5'6.5

 

[BatmanBegins]

Get LL if it bothers you that much. Being in a wheelchair & rehab for a year is better than living a lie.

The problem is not being in a wheelchair for a year. But the potential dangers and complications for the rest of my life.

at least he could take off his shoes without ruining his social life

I don't have really have social circle. But I go out sometimes to pick up girls.