guys im a loudcel how do i fix this?

[GhostBoySwag]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

oh yeah boys chudcel status: still remains

 

[59H390]

wym loudcel

 

[registerfasterusing]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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Yeah idk but mentioning org to friends is probably not gonna help

 

[JordanFagget271]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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stop mentioning org say to them yo im dropping that incel bs and ntmax

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

Telling ur friends you use org is peak retardation

I told a VERY close friend I did but I’ve known him since I was a young teen (12+ years) and i tell him like anything

 

[shngstaaaa107]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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Make new friends get better habits and at least to try to get stronger and bigger, try doing a sport as well

 

[iblamexyz]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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honestly relatable asf ppl who always tell me I am too loud

 

[eBoy_]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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so that 183 cm height and face reveal was just a lie, or is this story a lie, I'm confused now

 

[The Grinch]

Never began

 

[xachh]

its over bro

 

[Starvepilled]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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Haha thats so cute bro idk why but youre like probably all jolly loud and laughing and then when you realise you piss everyone off youre probably like ooops and put ur hand in front of your mouth and shit

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Haha thats so cute bro idk why but youre like probably all jolly loud and laughing and then when you realise you piss everyone off youre probably like ooops and put ur hand in front of your mouth and shit

 

[GhostBoySwag]

its over bro

its not over if it has never begun

 

[GhostBoySwag]

so that 183 cm height and face reveal was just a lie, or is this story a lie, I'm confused now

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183cm? i wish
im 174

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Make new friends get better habits and at least to try to get stronger and bigger, try doing a sport as well

- make new friends
- me when im friends with the entire school
- me when im also friends with a lot of people outside school

the friends that i have are amazing bro, idk i just feel like i get treated a bit differently. But thats because maybe i am annoying they have said a lot of times they love me and apprieate me but when i really think about that. I only have 3 friends that ask me to play games with them. But that doesnt really matter i love my friends and i want the best for them. Sometimes i think to myself i should try being quiet for a day than i fail within 5 minutes in class.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Telling ur friends you use org is peak retardation

I told a VERY close friend I did but I’ve known him since I was a young teen (12+ years) and i tell him like anything

i know but i was on my school laptop once chilling in here and they saw me use it and that started a rabbit hole
i feel like thats where they just see me as some low inhib ''incel''

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Telling ur friends you use org is peak retardation

I told a VERY close friend I did but I’ve known him since I was a young teen (12+ years) and i tell him like anything

damage is already done theres nothing i can do, if i deadass take a break from everything and stay quiet, theyre just gonna mention this shit and the stuff i do and just i feel like i get shit on anything i do

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

damage is already done theres nothing i can do, if i deadass take a break from everything and stay quiet, theyre just gonna mention this shit and the stuff i do and just i feel like i get shit on anything i do

Why they bully you

Just cause of that?

 

[offtogandyheaven]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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never tell people you're on org lmao i did and had to then lie saying im not coz i realised how fuckign retarded it sounds and then imagine if they told a girl about it holy shit

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Telling ur friends you use org is peak retardation

I told a VERY close friend I did but I’ve known him since I was a young teen (12+ years) and i tell him like anything

like dude i hate it so much, i feel like they shit on everything i do. Then like i wanna fit in with them but whenever i do i fail miserably and just make myself a laughing stock then they say the most annoying line ever ''stop seeking validation'' like bro stop fucking shitting on me i just wanna be seen and heard in a nice way but like dude they dont know what ive been through and im not open about it. I cant even vent in here no more BECAUSE THEY ALL 3 HAVE ACCOUNTS ON HERE

 

[offtogandyheaven]

like dude i hate it so much, i feel like they shit on everything i do. Then like i wanna fit in with them but whenever i do i fail miserably and just make myself a laughing stock then they say the most annoying line ever ''stop seeking validation'' like bro stop fucking shitting on me i just wanna be seen and heard in a nice way but like dude they dont know what ive been through and im not open about it. I cant even vent in here no more BECAUSE THEY ALL 3 HAVE ACCOUNTS ON HERE

its coz they are horrible people who just laugh at you for it coz you're short i think you should kill them

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Why they bully you

Just cause of that?

well they don't bully me or well i atleast hope they dont. But like i just say retarded shit, and then they just mention ''ok but you chill on looksmax.org'' loud to everyone and embarrasess me infront of people than i have to explain to myself im not an actual 'looksmaxxer' (this sounds so cringe while typing) im just on here because i like talking to people. and my ass is not using reddit and gosh they look at me even worse then i told them i chill on 4chan sometimes. Twitter is just no and discord is super weird.

im on here because i like talking to people thats all. But they just see me as some weird tiktokcel incel fucker and no matter how hard i explain myself they will genuielly see me as that.

 

[shngstaaaa107]

- make new friends
- me when im friends with the entire school
- me when im also friends with a lot of people outside school

the friends that i have are amazing bro, idk i just feel like i get treated a bit differently. But thats because maybe i am annoying they have said a lot of times they love me and apprieate me but when i really think about that. I only have 3 friends that ask me to play games with them. But that doesnt really matter i love my friends and i want the best for them. Sometimes i think to myself i should try being quiet for a day than i fail within 5 minutes in class.

If they dont pay you attention or as you said, just think you are a laughingstock or lolcow you might want to reconsider how your own friends think of you and you portray yourself

 

[GhostBoySwag]

its coz they are horrible people who just laugh at you for it coz you're short i think you should kill them

well theyre not horrible people, maybe i am just taking it the wrong way. Maybe i am just playing the ''victim card'' like they say. Idk, i dont know why but like i am self aware of things i do and i feel like ive let everyone around me just comment on me and shit on me and whenever i try to point out or do something equaivlent i am just annoying or ''dont know what im talking about'' and it is really starting to piss me off

 

[shngstaaaa107]

well they don't bully me or well i atleast hope they dont. But like i just say retarded shit, and then they just mention ''ok but you chill on looksmax.org'' loud to everyone and embarrasess me infront of people than i have to explain to myself im not an actual 'looksmaxxer' (this sounds so cringe while typing) im just on here because i like talking to people. and my ass is not using reddit and gosh they look at me even worse then i told them i chill on 4chan sometimes. Twitter is just no and discord is super weird.

im on here because i like talking to people thats all. But they just see me as some weird tiktokcel incel fucker and no matter how hard i explain myself they will genuielly see me as that.

If they cant see you for your good and only make fun of you, never engage in actual discussion with you, or think that you really ARE just seeking validation i think you want to reconsider your choices in friends

 

[WELOVELOOKS]

like dude i hate it so much, i feel like they shit on everything i do. Then like i wanna fit in with them but whenever i do i fail miserably and just make myself a laughing stock then they say the most annoying line ever ''stop seeking validation'' like bro stop fucking shitting on me i just wanna be seen and heard in a nice way but like dude they dont know what ive been through and im not open about it. I cant even vent in here no more BECAUSE THEY ALL 3 HAVE ACCOUNTS ON HERE

And why would you ever hang out with these niggas

Honestly, irl, every friend group I had respected me in person most of the time maybe aside from jokes n such innit, online I get bullied to shit by people in groups. Like every group I join online I eventually start getting bullied if I stay for a long time

they never fail to gang up on me for some reason, it’s probably because I have a hard time controlling my unbridled rage.

Stop hanging out with them though: they’re awful friends. It’s not ever gonna go anywhere with those dudes

It is possible to find friends who like you and don’t treat you like shit.

 

[offtogandyheaven]

well theyre not horrible people, maybe i am just taking it the wrong way. Maybe i am just playing the ''victim card'' like they say. Idk, i dont know why but like i am self aware of things i do and i feel like ive let everyone around me just comment on me and shit on me and whenever i try to point out or do something equaivlent i am just annoying or ''dont know what im talking about'' and it is really starting to piss me off

yeah i understand you, me and my friend used to do this to one of our "friend" and i feel bad about and it just cuz he was just ltn and tiny, i think you should just ditch them because it sounds really stressful to care about what each single thing you is like.

 

[offtogandyheaven]

And why would you ever hang out with these niggas

Honestly, irl, every friend group I had respected me in person most of the time maybe aside from jokes n such innit, online I get bullied to shit by people in groups. Like every group I join online I eventually start getting bullied if I stay for a long time

they never fail to gang up on me for some reason, it’s probably because I have a hard time controlling my unbridled rage.

Stop hanging out with them though: they’re awful friends. It’s not ever gonna go anywhere with those dudes

It is possible to find friends who like you and don’t treat you like shit.

same i used to always join groups of friiends on games like siege and after a like a week they would be dickheads

 

[GhostBoySwag]

If they dont pay you attention or as you said, just think you are a laughingstock or lolcow you might want to reconsider how your own friends think of you and you portray yourself

but thats the thing i've made myself a lolcow, they dont see me as one ive made myself one. I dont know why. In my last high school i also was seen as some weird kid while not being weird???? Just because i was bit different from the norm in my class. I always strived to have friends, always strived to hang out with people but i never got the chance to do that because at the time where i live, if i go later than 5pm then its just to dangerous to be outside or get home and i only had 1 homie that i actually enjoyed hanging out with and that i could hang out with.

and when i started my new school i felt im home, like i felt like i finally met people i like and that could understand me, so i guess i overdid my act, trying to get people to laugh just to feel accepted and doing cringe things and basically becoming the jester. But like dude no its so hard to explain whats going on and what is happening. If you hang out with me for 1 week you could see why people make fun of me or that i always have to make everything about me etc.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

never engage in actual discussion with you

we always have normal discussion but i feel like i fuck it up by say something weird or just something that i find funny and they dont. Then i just keep on going.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

And why would you ever hang out with these niggas

Honestly, irl, every friend group I had respected me in person most of the time maybe aside from jokes n such innit, online I get bullied to shit by people in groups. Like every group I join online I eventually start getting bullied if I stay for a long time

they never fail to gang up on me for some reason, it’s probably because I have a hard time controlling my unbridled rage.

Stop hanging out with them though: they’re awful friends. It’s not ever gonna go anywhere with those dudes

It is possible to find friends who like you and don’t treat you like shit.

no but they do respect me but i feel like they shit on me as a joke idk its so hard to explain, i bet one of them are gonna read this. Then theyre gonna say im playing the victim card or something. Sure maybe i dont know. This is just how i feel at the end of the day. now reading all of this, it looks like im getting bullied by them. I got friends that loves me and want to play games with me and hang out with me and appreaictate me.

but sometimes then joke around with me but idk when the joking ends, idk where i like the jokes and i feel like they are shitting on me. Maybe its just me getting the wrong sign of them

 

[shngstaaaa107]

we always have normal discussion but i feel like i fuck it up by say something weird or just something that i find funny and they dont. Then i just keep on going.

Honestly might just be not fit friends wise. They don't enjoy your sense of humor you have to become the jester to seek conversation from them. This could be a problem by you or your friends

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Honestly might just be not fit friends wise. They don't enjoy your sense of humor you have to become the jester to seek conversation from them. This could be a problem by you or your friends

problem by me, I am a double sided validation seeker hypocrite confusing person. I am so self aware of all of this but idk how i can fix this. I've been thinking ever since i was 14 year old. ''hey i can change today'' ''today i am going to be quiet'' ''im just gonna lock in and be quiet'' and end up just making a fool of myself. I've already done so much damage to myself so even if i did the biggest transformation. I feel like they would just call out things i did in the past like everyone does.

It reminds me of the thread i made

But thats in the past.

That’s what i hear whenever I talk to someone about my past, how the guilt of my actions are still onto me, how i am still a horrible person and wanting to become better. I tell them that and they say that’s in the past and what matters is now, what matters how you act now. It’s a good advice...

looksmax.org

 

[GhostBoySwag]

@WELOVELOOKS @shngstaaaa107 anyways thanks for the responds and help and answer. I appriecate you guys talking to me

 

[offtogandyheaven]

@WELOVELOOKS @shngstaaaa107 anyways thanks for the responds and help and answer. I appriecate you guys talking to me

Okay just forget me then aswell

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Okay just forget me then aswell

 

[_xClarityyyy]

i am a 5'7 ltn loudcel who is only loud and no one likes to hang around with, what should i do? all my friends see me as this chronically online incel who is tik tok brainrotted damage and they think im a looksmaxxer because i am on .org, they see me nothing but a lolcow, a laughing stock. But in reality i am a fakecel, i am not a an incel and i am more than that, but the strive to be seen and yearned to loved and apprieacted by people is amazing and i love that feeling of being seen and heard. But damage is already done. What should i do



update 5 minutes later, i read a beanermaxxer story and they all went defean in discord.
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org loves you for who you are, keep up the swag buddy boyo

 

[GhostBoySwag]

org loves you for who you are, keep up the swag buddy boyo

i love you guys