Had a slight ascension

[JustCallMeKash]

People started treating me better, and randomly started talking to me and now girls are starting to like me, but I'm socially akward like I know how to mask it cuz im nt, but most of times I jst keep to myself cuz I just cant bother tlking to ppl while bs looksmaxxing terminologies and audios are being spewed into my thoughts at the same time, also I ascended because I decided to lock in and jst focus on accomplishing my goals, but I thought if I jst did what I was suppose to do everyday I could do all the other bad habits that dont affect me physically and still be fine, but I was wrong theres ts girl that rlly likes me, but because I still do these bad habits everyday I still feel like a loser inside who doesn't deserve her, so my advice if your trying to ascend jst know that it'll happen one day so stop the bad habits now or else one day ull jst randomly wake up as an attractive person, but inside ull still feel like that unnattractive loser