
CursedOne
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Yesterday I had a argument with my mother.
I really really hate my mother more than I do hate my father. My mother is gl, my father is ugly. but she is bluepill as fuck.
I confronted her with how frustrating my life was. I told her I was 25 and never had any joyful moment in my life due to being ugly. I told her about "blackpill", how being ugly stopped me from having a gf, friends, a happy life. How I was bullied in school. I was literally shedding tears and told her I cant take this anymore. I will turn 30 years old in 5 years and I need like at least 60.000 euros to ascend. I said Im done for I dont ascend at 30. She reacted me with giving me a cold shoulder. She said I deserved to be bullied because mostl likely it was due to my personality and not my looks.
She even said if I cant take my life anymore I should killl myself. I said to her she should give me additional money for sugeries (keep in mind I have two jobs already).
She simply doesnt care about her own son. It seems like when you are ugly you own parents dont want you. I have 2 brothers. one is normal looking and already married with a good job. my other brother is good looking but doesnt care much about women. My only hope is to collect as much money as possible till I reach 30 years old.
I am literally a nervous wreck. I keep realize that I will turn 30 in 5 years and my time is running out. I will be still a kissless, hugless virgin at age 30.
its over buddy boyos.
I really broke down this time.
I really really hate my mother more than I do hate my father. My mother is gl, my father is ugly. but she is bluepill as fuck.
I confronted her with how frustrating my life was. I told her I was 25 and never had any joyful moment in my life due to being ugly. I told her about "blackpill", how being ugly stopped me from having a gf, friends, a happy life. How I was bullied in school. I was literally shedding tears and told her I cant take this anymore. I will turn 30 years old in 5 years and I need like at least 60.000 euros to ascend. I said Im done for I dont ascend at 30. She reacted me with giving me a cold shoulder. She said I deserved to be bullied because mostl likely it was due to my personality and not my looks.
She even said if I cant take my life anymore I should killl myself. I said to her she should give me additional money for sugeries (keep in mind I have two jobs already).
She simply doesnt care about her own son. It seems like when you are ugly you own parents dont want you. I have 2 brothers. one is normal looking and already married with a good job. my other brother is good looking but doesnt care much about women. My only hope is to collect as much money as possible till I reach 30 years old.
I am literally a nervous wreck. I keep realize that I will turn 30 in 5 years and my time is running out. I will be still a kissless, hugless virgin at age 30.
its over buddy boyos.
I really broke down this time.