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Tell me if I'm being neurotic or not.
Go to this frat party tonight with 2 mates (one with his girlfriend) and 2 other males. We get there and I instantly feel super high inhib and out of place. I hate parties in general because I'm high inhib and simply can't relate to normie behavior. I drink some and get a little lower inhib, although it really wasn't that much.
This sub 5 girl approaches me and my boy (6'1 lightskin htn) and calls us hot and whatever.
This gives me enough confidence to approach this other bitch I saw on campus who gave me IOIs before, but before I can do that, another foid (from the same friend group as the girl who approached me and the girl I was about to approach) started talking to me ROFL.
This girl is also sub 5 so I try my best to get her off of me so I can talk to her friend.
Her friend who I wanted to approach I quickly realized did not look that good, MMTB tonight tbh but I saw her before on campus and told my friend I would get her so I said fuck it I gotta stay true to my word and tried.
I ask this hoe her name and she gives me the most standoffish response ever, with a face like she didn't want to talk at all, like this bitch wanted me to catch a hint so I just walk away. I was fucking caging at this shit and genuinely considering killing myself that this bitch (who matches the exact pheno of foids who tend to like me) would brutally reject me like that. I still right now can't believe this shit. Rejection fucking makes me question myself, I'm too fucking neurotic ffs it's ruining my life.
But I realized it could be because 2 of her friends approached me, and I literally ignored them and went to talk to her right after. Maybe it's cope, I don't know just need to vent. Besides that, had no other genuine approaches, had 2 bitches touch my face, one thought I was the guy she was with and another low inhib, and one other female interaction. Rest were looks and smiles and bullshit.
Was this an incel tier night?
I don't need the opinions of retards and nihilists with no actual female experience. I just wanted to vent and compare experiences.
I was still super high inhib and ND and that girl was the only girl I approached.
When you niggas go to frat parties, clubs or etc, how much do you get mirin/approached, and how do your approaches go.
Fuck man I literally sat in front of my other friend explaining how it was over and spewing BP analogy to him over that one hoe, and talking to him made me realize that shit like this happens to CL+ all the time, they just don't give a fuck and keep on stacking wins. And of course bitches are gonna reject you when they see you ego their friends to talk to them.
Idk guys, I would just love some experiences to compare to, to ask if it's over (It's not over but I hate how I feel right now), and vent a bit. You fucking autists are the only people on the planet who could understand what the fuck I'm saying rn so I hope you lot can help.
I honestly need to use this forum as therapy, NOBODY else in the world understands this shit like you guys do.
Love you fucking retards.
Go to this frat party tonight with 2 mates (one with his girlfriend) and 2 other males. We get there and I instantly feel super high inhib and out of place. I hate parties in general because I'm high inhib and simply can't relate to normie behavior. I drink some and get a little lower inhib, although it really wasn't that much.
This sub 5 girl approaches me and my boy (6'1 lightskin htn) and calls us hot and whatever.
This gives me enough confidence to approach this other bitch I saw on campus who gave me IOIs before, but before I can do that, another foid (from the same friend group as the girl who approached me and the girl I was about to approach) started talking to me ROFL.
This girl is also sub 5 so I try my best to get her off of me so I can talk to her friend.
Her friend who I wanted to approach I quickly realized did not look that good, MMTB tonight tbh but I saw her before on campus and told my friend I would get her so I said fuck it I gotta stay true to my word and tried.
I ask this hoe her name and she gives me the most standoffish response ever, with a face like she didn't want to talk at all, like this bitch wanted me to catch a hint so I just walk away. I was fucking caging at this shit and genuinely considering killing myself that this bitch (who matches the exact pheno of foids who tend to like me) would brutally reject me like that. I still right now can't believe this shit. Rejection fucking makes me question myself, I'm too fucking neurotic ffs it's ruining my life.
But I realized it could be because 2 of her friends approached me, and I literally ignored them and went to talk to her right after. Maybe it's cope, I don't know just need to vent. Besides that, had no other genuine approaches, had 2 bitches touch my face, one thought I was the guy she was with and another low inhib, and one other female interaction. Rest were looks and smiles and bullshit.
Was this an incel tier night?
I don't need the opinions of retards and nihilists with no actual female experience. I just wanted to vent and compare experiences.
I was still super high inhib and ND and that girl was the only girl I approached.
When you niggas go to frat parties, clubs or etc, how much do you get mirin/approached, and how do your approaches go.
Fuck man I literally sat in front of my other friend explaining how it was over and spewing BP analogy to him over that one hoe, and talking to him made me realize that shit like this happens to CL+ all the time, they just don't give a fuck and keep on stacking wins. And of course bitches are gonna reject you when they see you ego their friends to talk to them.
Idk guys, I would just love some experiences to compare to, to ask if it's over (It's not over but I hate how I feel right now), and vent a bit. You fucking autists are the only people on the planet who could understand what the fuck I'm saying rn so I hope you lot can help.
I honestly need to use this forum as therapy, NOBODY else in the world understands this shit like you guys do.
Love you fucking retards.
