Have you ever seriously thought about killing yourself?

[rapidinshallah]

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[ageistheblackestpill]

Yes but when I was physically sick, not because of blackpill stuff

 

[_MVP_]

I had 1 serious suicide attempt, its only ' 'luck' that i survived

 

[House Lannister]

Duh

 

[Deleted member 21297]

A lot of times I wish I could get help for my mental retardstion mental health blah blah gook chink blah blah but I don’t know where and how my parents took me to a psychiatrist and got mad at me for answering stuff honestly bunch of niggers I want to kill my family

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Yeah, I tried to kill myself before by swallowing a battery. That was a while ago, so it came out in my poo with no harm done. I thought the acid inside would destroy my intestines, guess I had to break it open.

That was my only actual suicide attempt. I have thought about doing it a bunch of times. It happens nearly every time I get sad.

 

[Deleted member 22611]

Yes. But I couldn't slay myself.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

A lot of times I wish I could get help for my mental retardstion mental health blah blah gook chink blah blah but I don’t know where and how my parents took me to a psychiatrist and got mad at me for answering stuff honestly bunch of niggers I want to kill my family

What did they say?

 

[Mr.Proper]

Yes but when I was physically sick, not because of blackpill stuff

The same thing. When I was physically sick, weak and very depressed because of that.

 

[Deleted member 21297]

I don’t want to kill myself because I feel like an anomaly, the things I enjoy everything about me is different and non NT I don’t want to be reborn as a normie fag I love being me I love me I’m awesome ur not fuck you

 

[Deleted member 21297]

What did they say?

My psychiatrist often asked me if I feel like killing people if I’m mad and stuff and measure my blood pressure, ofc I said no because for some reason my parents like to be in the same room idk if that’s even allowed, but the truth is yes. Psychiatrist asked what we eat at home I said junk ( long list) and my parents beated my ass for that but it’s true

 

[Deleted member 17791]

My psychiatrist often asked me if I feel like killing people if I’m mad and stuff and measure my blood pressure, ofc I said no because for some reason my parents like to be in the same room idk if that’s even allowed, but the truth is yes. Psychiatrist asked what we eat at home I said junk ( long list) and my parents beated my ass for that but it’s true

Sounds pretty abusive.

How old are you?

I don't really like going to the psychiatrist, I feel more at ease talking to people with similar experiences, it also helps me more.

 

[vaninskybird]

Obviously, you're not looksmaxxing if u dont think about killing yourself

 

[Deleted member 21297]

Sounds pretty abusive.

How old are you?

I don't really like going to the psychiatrist, I feel more at ease talking to people with similar experiences, it also helps me more.

19

Talking to a friend or someone who understands you is a better idea, your friends don’t make you take Jew pills and tell you it will help

 

[Deleted member 17791]

19

Talking to a friend or someone who understands you is a better idea, your friends don’t make you take Jew pills and tell you it will help

Bro, they beat your ass when you're an adult?

Yeah, those pills don't treat the cause, they just numb your mind.

 

[Matthias8272]

Sounds pretty abusive.

How old are you?

I don't really like going to the psychiatrist, I feel more at ease talking to people with similar experiences, it also helps me more.

pyschiatrists are just bots that try every angle to diagnose you with depression and throw SSRI's at you

 

[Deleted member 21297]

Bro, they beat your ass when you're an adult?

Yeah, those pills don't treat the cause, they just numb your mind.

Not much, just before they did a lot before

Yes they have too many side effects that really hindered my ability to socialize

 

[Deleted member 21898]

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Never thought about killing myself eventhough my life is shit.
I have a genuine fear of death, because I have no idea what is waiting for me after I die, would it be eternal torture or just nothingness? Both scenrios are horrifying to me.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

pyschiatrists are just bots that try every angle to diagnose you with depression and throw SSRI's at you

psychologyfags at it again.

Not much, just before they did a lot before

Yes they have too many side effects that really hindered my ability to socialize

So you've hopped off them now? I'm not open to my mental issues, I don't mention it at all.

 

[Deleted member 21297]

psychologyfags at it again.

So you've hopped off them now? I'm not open to my mental issues, I don't mention it at all.

It’s been many years since I’ve taken any meds but they made my middle school life the worst, and made me high inhib probably for the rest of my life cuz I taken them so long

 

[Deleted member 17791]

It’s been many years since I’ve taken any meds but they made my middle school life the worst, and made me high inhib probably for the rest of my life cuz I taken them so long

Why did they make you high inhib?

 

[Deleted member 21297]

Why did they make you high inhib?

Cuz, it just makes me super focused on things. All I want to do is be productive, 0 talking, no laughing, DONT wanna eat, Don’t want to be bothered at all. Like it turned me into a zombie basically and I’ve been a quiet person irl since then

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Cuz, it just makes me super focused on things. All I want to do is be productive, 0 talking, no laughing, DONT wanna eat, Don’t want to be bothered at all. Like it turned me into a zombie basically and I’ve been a quiet person irl since then

What did they give you?

Legit slave drugs.

 

[Deleted member 21628]

no

 

[Deleted member 21297]

What did they give you?

Legit slave drugs.

Vyvanse, also took more than an hour to jerk off and was hard af to sleep. This is the most retarded drug, no one should take this idc what they have

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Vyvanse, also took more than an hour to jerk off and was hard af to sleep. This is the most retarded drug, no one should take this idc what they have

I heard mushrooms and other psychedelics can help with your mental state, it apparently makes you see shit and gives you a new worldview.

 

[Deleted member 21297]

I heard mushrooms and other psychedelics can help with your mental state, it apparently makes you see shit and gives you a new worldview.

Might try it sometime, I hallucinated a lot on vyvanse, it wasn’t from the drug itself but from the insomnia I got from taking it, scary shit tbh

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Might try it sometime, I hallucinated a lot on vyvanse, it wasn’t from the drug itself but from the insomnia I got from taking it, scary shit tbh

It gives you insomnia? How was your skin effected?

 

[Deleted member 21297]

It gives you insomnia? How was your skin effected?

Yea, took several hours to sleep sometimes 0 sleep at all

as for my skin I wasn’t sure, like I said it’s been years and ive never really paid attention to anything like my skin and shit at the time. I had a fuck ton of acne but I assume it’s from puberty

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Yea, took several hours to sleep sometimes 0 sleep at all

as for my skin I wasn’t sure, like I said it’s been years and ive never really paid attention to anything like my skin and shit at the time. I had a fuck ton of acne but I assume it’s from puberty

I had some acne but not too much. That shit is horrible.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

A few times I wanted to leave this Earth. Once, three women were taking their turns on me and I was tired. Ballsack drained. But they were persistent. "I haven't cum yet, dammit!" She then ground my face with her pussy. I felt like I wanted to die. The other two tortured my tender penis. It hurt. They laughed at my anguish.

 

[deepweb1298]

yeah when i was like 17-18, got depressed from being bullied and shiet, after i left and went to uni i stopped being depressed

 

[height]

Thousands of times

 

[Deleted member 16275]

Yes