Haven't used drugs in 47 days.

[MoggerGaston]

It's over for me. I have all the same drugs still etc, my lifestyle still allows it, I don't have issues, but I just don't enjoy it anymore.

I miss the days where I was high 4-5 days per week. Waking up, drinking some coffee, then snorting a line of mephedrone, then just doing random combinations of shrooms/mdma/mephedrone/ketamine/2cb/alcohol/cocaine all over the day. Listening to good music, going for walks, writing 3-5 topics per day and 100+ posts on this forum. Playing a few videogames here and there, going to raves.
Also lots of gambling in online casino's JFL.
It was a pretty healthy lifestyle too back then ngl. I was still eating good meals, going to the gym daily while high, taking all my looksmaxxing supplements, skin-care routine, tracking macros, getting good sleep daily, etc.

I have my own appartment now so I can blast music non-stop at full-volume, party harder than I ever did before without anyone disturbing me.

Yet it feels worse. I don't enjoy it. Doesn't hit the same way as being in a shitty student-dorm and walking around naked+confused in a k-hole while dorm-mates have no clue what the fuck I am doing, but they think it's cool anyways.

Also same issue I have with gaming. I used to enjoy playing games on shitty-retard sub30FPS trash-PC and have the best time of my life.
I upgraded to a 2500dollar rig, can play every game in max-graphics now, yet I get ZERO pleasure from it.


Money is truly useless, everything is useless.
3 years back in time, 20 dollars worth of dubious chemicals, internet, music, and I had the best days of my life.

What does a 1000 dollar/month appartment bring me? Nothing.
What does a 2500 dollar PCrig bring me? Nothing.

Truly over for NPCmaxxing.



I need to find my path back to rambling on this forum and doing more drugs again.

 

[MoggerGaston]

@Mogs Me
no need to be sad

better times are coming.
I was NPCmaxxing last few months and got a lot of new contacts even though I was acting like the most boring motherfucker NPC ever.

I just need to unleash the lion in these new social-environments, lots of potential tbh.
I am in a lot of artsy circles with lots of goth girls now, but I was NPC in these social environments thusfar; I was aura-farming, being mysterious, etc.
I was playing it very safe.

To get to this new level required to take full potential, I need LSD/mescaline/DMT/salvia, it will be glorious.

 

[roadtochang123]

Mogger lifestyle

 

[Mazilias]

It's over for me. I have all the same drugs still etc, my lifestyle still allows it, I don't have issues, but I just don't enjoy it anymore.

I miss the days where I was high 4-5 days per week. Waking up, drinking some coffee, then snorting a line of mephedrone, then just doing random combinations of shrooms/mdma/mephedrone/ketamine/2cb/alcohol/cocaine all over the day. Listening to good music, going for walks, writing 3-5 topics per day and 100+ posts on this forum. Playing a few videogames here and there, going to raves.
Also lots of gambling in online casino's JFL.
It was a pretty healthy lifestyle too back then ngl. I was still eating good meals, going to the gym daily while high, taking all my looksmaxxing supplements, skin-care routine, tracking macros, getting good sleep daily, etc.
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I have my own appartment now so I can blast music non-stop at full-volume, party harder than I ever did before without anyone disturbing me.
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Yet it feels worse. I don't enjoy it. Doesn't hit the same way as being in a shitty student-dorm and walking around naked+confused in a k-hole while dorm-mates have no clue what the fuck I am doing, but they think it's cool anyways.

Also same issue I have with gaming. I used to enjoy playing games on shitty-retard sub30FPS trash-PC and have the best time of my life.
I upgraded to a 2500dollar rig, can play every game in max-graphics now, yet I get ZERO pleasure from it.


Money is truly useless, everything is useless.
3 years back in time, 20 dollars worth of dubious chemicals, internet, music, and I had the best days of my life.

What does a 1000 dollar/month appartment bring me? Nothing.
What does a 2500 dollar PCrig bring me? Nothing.
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Truly over for NPCmaxxing.



I need to find my path back to rambling on this forum and doing more drugs again.
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NGA you can buy OBO for me