Having a complete mental breakdown.

[MoggerGaston]

I've had panic-attack before, times where panic, anxiety, mental-load, hopelesness become so large that you became COMPLETELY overwhelmed. Unable to do or think about anything else. I have had these before but been able to calm them down in a couple of hours.

I've been having a panic-attack like that but that has been lasting for a week now. I am unable to sleep. Sleeping pills, ketamine, alcohol, nothing is allowing me to sleep for more than like 30mins before waking up in terror.

Eating? impossible.
Impossible to focus on anything.
Impossible to take care of myself.

The pain is unbearable.

I feel like I am destroyed. There's nothing I can do. Holy fuck.

Everything in me is praying to get back to how I live 1 week ago when I didnt struggle with sleeping, eating, working out, focussing, nothing.

Now? everything is impossible.

I hope it goes away.

 

[Shrek2OnDvD]

It hurts to see a friend going through tough times. I wish I could be there for you and to comfort you during this moment

I can’t do much but I’ll pray for you to pass this suffering and to come out stronger and better. You’re not alone, hang on

 

[160cmcurry]

good

 

[Sceptical]

 

[R@m@]

 

[maximum cope31]

Why did this happen

 

[imabetanumale]

Just stop drugs theory

 

[gymceltard]

Try praying to God/Jesus. It stopped my panic attacks and night terrors which I believe were demons attacking me in my sleep. I believe in the spirit world and God can protect you from evil spirits.

 

[MoggerGaston]

It hurts to see a friend going through tough times. I wish I could be there for you and to comfort you during this moment

I can’t do much but I’ll pray for you to pass this suffering and to come out stronger and better. You’re not alone, hang on

The pain is unbearable. I feel completely destroyed to the poing I can't even think straight anymore.

Thank you for your kind words.

 

[MoggerGaston]

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Cope. You are completetely destroyed mentally and unable to even sleep or eat?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Why did this happen

Just stop drugs theory

i was doing drugs last weekend. The experience was positive.
it made me think about why I feel so bad about socializing and the holiday I am going on. It made me realize my traumas and why I was feeling so bad.

But something while being on drugs was just too much too handle. I felt like what I just touched, the trauma and pain, was too much for me too handle.

And that broke everything. I couldnt cope anymore, everything in my mind broke down and was destroyed.

Nwo for the past 5 days I have been in complete pain and destroyed everything.