Having a pistol in your mouth is scary honestly.

[fr0st]

I had a gun in my mouth last night and the cold taste of metal is gross wish i wasnt such a pussy and did it tbh.

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

I had a gun in my mouth last night and the cold taste of metal is gross wish i wasnt such a pussy and did it tbh.

Why would u kill urself lol

 

[fr0st]

Why would u kill urself lol

I have nothing to live for jfl

 

[The Grinch]

Why would u kill urself lol

You will understand when you‘re old enough to pay taxes

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

I have nothing to live for jfl

Still

 

[fr0st]

Still

The concept of living for 70-90 years disgusts me. id rather die at my age then live 60 more years being miserable.

 

[RXnd]

Killing your self is dumb

 

[greycelzoomer]

 

[fr0st]

Killing your self is dumb

Why?

 

[Methylphenidate]

The concept of living for 70-90 years disgusts me. id rather die at my age then live 60 more years being miserable.

Stupid nigger. Even I, a subhuman Indian, barely an year younger than you, am excited to experience new things in life. I want to explore the world n shit. Atleast India. Don't kill yourself stupid stupid nigger. I go to sleep everyday wishing I looked like you. Nigger.

 

[RXnd]

Why?

Just live thru the pain

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

The concept of living for 70-90 years disgusts me. id rather die at my age then live 60 more years being miserable.

Why is it miserable to live for 70-90 years or even till the age of 60. Most old people are happy. And you definitely have someone in ur life that cares for u even if it's a fucking random Indian cashier in Walmart

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Why?

What if you suddenly start liking life

 

[fr0st]

Just live thru the pain

Why would i owe myself suffrage?

 

[Gonthar]

 

[fr0st]

What if you suddenly start liking life

I wont. everything is bland and monotonous as my age increases. i used to be able to intricately pick apart the subtle notes of jazz pieces now it all sounds bland and flavorless. i used to read various literature and enjoy reading now i cant even pick up a book. i used to watch shows and love seeing how the characters unfold now i cant work up the energy and go back to sleep. why should i spend ten hours a day working a meaningless job so i can spend 5 hours doing something that brings me no joy id rather die now.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Why would i owe myself suffrage?

Shut up nigga. You're not suffering. I hate seeing people who I wish I was seething about their life. Stupid nigger. "Suffrage" my ass you live in a first world country, are 6'ft tall, and has good looking aryen potential. You can enjoy life so hard. Fuck you.

 

[fr0st]

Why is it miserable to live for 70-90 years or even till the age of 60. Most old people are happy. And you definitely have someone in ur life that cares for u even if it's a fucking random Indian cashier in Walmart

People care about me sure but i dont owe my life towards them.

 

[fr0st]

Shut up nigga. You're not suffering. I hate seeing people who I wish I was seething about their life. Stupid nigger. "Suffrage" my ass you live in a first world country, are 6'ft tall, and has good looking aryen potential. You can enjoy life so hard. Fuck you.

Im an idiot though. all of that is meaningless if im going to be working construction making ends meet having to slave my life away every single day being miserable.

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

People care about me sure but i dont owe my life towards them.

If people like you and care about you why would u kill urself? Makes no sense.

 

[fr0st]

If people like you and care about you why would u kill urself? Makes no sense.

I dont care if they like me or not i dont like myself nor do i like them.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Im an idiot though. all of that is meaningless if im going to be working construction making ends meet having to slave my life away every single day being miserable.

Focus on the present moment. Mindfulness. Do what can be done, when what can be done can be done.

 

[fr0st]

Focus on the present moment. Mindfulness. Do what can be done, when what can be done can be done.

How is focusing in the present moment going to help if everything i feel is in the present.

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

I dont care if they like me or not i dont like myself nor do i like them.

Have u tried therapy? It would help.

 

[fr0st]

I had a gun in my mouth last night and the cold taste of metal is gross wish i wasnt such a pussy and did it tbh.

PS: if i stop posting i roped the only reason i didnt kill myself last night was because i was a bitch and gengar told me not to and that spiraled down into my not doing it.

 

[Methylphenidate]

How is focusing in the present moment going to help if everything i feel is in the present.

You're feeling things about the future. "How do I work for 70 years?? "

Thats not a mindful feeling, stupid

 

[fr0st]

Have u tried therapy? It would help.

Ive had to go to multiple therapists ive tried everything none of it made me feel better ive felt this way on and off since i was 5

 

[The Homelander]

I have nothing to live for jfl

Aren’t you german
you have everything to live for
you have to gas the jews

 

[Methylphenidate]

Ive had to go to multiple therapists ive tried everything none of it made me feel better ive felt this way on and off since i was 5

Faggoted idiot nigger. @2025cel are you seeing this? 6'0 aryen nigga with HTN potential wants to die. Stupid nigger.

 

[fr0st]

You're feeling things about the future. "How do I work for 70 years?? "

Thats not a mindful feeling, stupid

forethought is good though. like i said i dont want to live a miserable life just because "i have to suffer through it" i dont matter enough to owe society my patronage.

 

[fashioncel]

Ive had to go to multiple therapists ive tried everything none of it made me feel better ive felt this way on and off since i was 5

Don't kill yourself at least I love you

 

[Ur fav sub 5]

Ive had to go to multiple therapists ive tried everything none of it made me feel better ive felt this way on and off since i was 5

Try depression subliminals. They worked for me (physical subliminals are Cope you won't be a 7'8 slayer from them)

 

[fr0st]

Try depression subliminals. They worked for me (physical subliminals are Cope you won't be a 7'8 slayer from them)

Im take anti depressants thats good enough i guess.

 

[fr0st]

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[Methylphenidate]

forethought is good though. like i said i dont want to live a miserable life just because "i have to suffer through it" i dont matter enough to owe society my patronage.

Nigga you won't be miserable if you find out what you're truly passionate about and work on it. Stupid ass nigga. Are you miserable right now? Look at yourself. Feel your body. You're right where you are, and there's nothing hurting you. Faggot nigger.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Im take anti depressants thats good enough i guess.

Ahh "just take Jewish medicines instead of Improving your life bro "

 

[fr0st]

Nigga you won't be miserable if you find out what you're truly passionate about and work on it. Stupid ass nigga. Are you miserable right now? Look at yourself. Feel your body. You're right where you are, and there's nothing hurting you. Faggot nigger.

I dont have any passion though i dont have any excitement for anything nor am i good at anything.

 

[fr0st]

Ahh "just take Jewish medicines instead of Improving your life bro "

Not to sound like a faggot but there the only things that make me feel better (although they make my dick soft)

 

[Methylphenidate]

I dont have any passion though i dont have any excitement for anything nor am i good at anything.

Nigga you won't know what you're good at, by just existing. Stupid ass first world nigger thinking everything will just come to him.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Not to sound like a faggot but there the only things that make me feel better (although they make my dick soft)

Your existence should make you feel better. Just feel good. It's not hard. Dumb nigger. Focus on getting lean first, it'll make you feel happier. Dedsrs.

 

[fr0st]

Nigga you won't know what you're good at, by just existing. Stupid ass first world nigger thinking everything will just come to him.

My baseline isnt good enough to be good at anything. even if i was whats the point why would i willingly enter a race that i will never win no matter what i do ill always come on second i wont ever be remembered or cherished ill just be some faggot who people thought was moderately impressive.

 

[fr0st]

Your existence should make you feel better. Just feel good. It's not hard. Dumb nigger. Focus on getting lean first, it'll make you feel happier. Dedsrs.

Im not eating anymore im getting lean but its making me lethargic.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Im not eating anymore im getting lean but its making me lethargic.

It would. Just keep going.

 

[Deleted member 128629]

Im an idiot though. all of that is meaningless if im going to be working construction making ends meet having to slave my life away every single day being miserable.

Money gives you freedom, try running up your bag and your perspective on life will change. I know its shallow, but youll be suprised how happy money can make you.

 

[fr0st]

Money gives you freedom, try running up your bag and your perspective on life will change. I know its shallow, but youll be suprised how happy money can make you.

I lack the capacity to make money.

 

[HostSamurai]

At least you are 6 foot.

 

[fr0st]

At least you are 6 foot.

Yeah but ltn

 

[HostSamurai]

Yeah but ltn

You have potential.

 

[fr0st]

You have potential.

mtn potential so just average my goal is to be average then thats pretty bleak.

 

[Saint Casanova]

We will be able to live until 500 years now