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having friends and people who value u is what truly matters
i was forced to be homeschooled these last few years and due to that i didnt experience what kids my age and whom i know of had the usual experience
going out,socializing,living a normal life i became a rotter when i was younger(im 15 now) i tried making friends but im not even in my own country i dont know the language here i meet people at the park but we never extend past that only basketball
my closest and one of the only friends i had moved away in 2022 and i had no one sure i can hit up my old classmates but they were never interested i didnt see them in years and ik they dont care whats the point then i moved to a new place in october 2023 and i actually made connections people approached me talked to me online and in real life i was outside everyday i genuienly felt happy then i moved to an area far from it in jan 2024 and now i restarted back to 0 i had nothing my closest friend(again) moved to canada and i used to see him anytime i want i couldnt even visit the other ppl in my previous area(sure i kept in touch with some) but we eventually lost contact because they made no effort to convos
my summer was absolute shit just calling with some guy i met online,playing elden ring,i stopped caring my mind and brain hurts cuz of having too much screentime i joined an mma gym yes it was fun and its the only hobby i do but socializing is useless i talk to ppl but its js forced and small convos even if i have their socials we never talk again and if we do its like an interrogation
i think about oct 2023-jan 2024 alot cuz of that now i dont even know how its been a year i dont even talk to my closest friends that moved out and now im sitting inside the house with my mother who hits me with every item she finds if i even ask her a simple question and im writing this at 2 am cuz i cant sleep for shit
TLDR if u have a close friend or js a good social life in general with ppl who fw u please be grateful and value them shits genuienly hard to find fuck slaying and allat
i was forced to be homeschooled these last few years and due to that i didnt experience what kids my age and whom i know of had the usual experience
going out,socializing,living a normal life i became a rotter when i was younger(im 15 now) i tried making friends but im not even in my own country i dont know the language here i meet people at the park but we never extend past that only basketball
my closest and one of the only friends i had moved away in 2022 and i had no one sure i can hit up my old classmates but they were never interested i didnt see them in years and ik they dont care whats the point then i moved to a new place in october 2023 and i actually made connections people approached me talked to me online and in real life i was outside everyday i genuienly felt happy then i moved to an area far from it in jan 2024 and now i restarted back to 0 i had nothing my closest friend(again) moved to canada and i used to see him anytime i want i couldnt even visit the other ppl in my previous area(sure i kept in touch with some) but we eventually lost contact because they made no effort to convos
my summer was absolute shit just calling with some guy i met online,playing elden ring,i stopped caring my mind and brain hurts cuz of having too much screentime i joined an mma gym yes it was fun and its the only hobby i do but socializing is useless i talk to ppl but its js forced and small convos even if i have their socials we never talk again and if we do its like an interrogation
i think about oct 2023-jan 2024 alot cuz of that now i dont even know how its been a year i dont even talk to my closest friends that moved out and now im sitting inside the house with my mother who hits me with every item she finds if i even ask her a simple question and im writing this at 2 am cuz i cant sleep for shit
TLDR if u have a close friend or js a good social life in general with ppl who fw u please be grateful and value them shits genuienly hard to find fuck slaying and allat
