whiteissuperior
Bu to the sinner he gives the task of gathering.
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Despite being 6'2" and more extraverted, and going to an Ivy league school, I have now been called an inferior version to my 6'5" 25 inch bideltoid younger brother who also face mogs me and I have a below average face, by literally all my female relatives around my age cohort
THey have literally said to my face "we think he slays cuz of his looks and you look kind of awkward" basically in female virtue signaling language. LOL. And ppl wonder why Im saving for surgery.
Its hard being ugly and having hasan piker tier family
people think hes older than me 24/7
inb4 "its your autism bro"
cope cope cope cope cope
Growing up I was the popular one and he had no friends before puberty, and now that hes older and mogs hard, due to all tje social validation he gets I slowly see him eclipsing me in charisma. WHile I'm used to being the center of attention at all family reunions and being told shit like "your younger brother lives in your shadow you should give him more opportunity to speak up"
Now he is dominating conversations, being the center of attentin, and people are cutting me off to hear what he has to say.
Fuck god fuck god. I prayed as a child to be a mogging machine when I was older and I grew up mogged by literaly my entire family and became an ugly downward grown lanklet.
WIth my family's height genetics I'm literally as short and ugly as I could genetically have possibly been. My mom is a tall, forward grown, giga Stacy, and Im her fucking below average barely taller than her manlet child.
And everyday as the blackpill sets in I am becoming more and more of an incel hermit because I can't handle being mogged by 80% of the population, and having to prove I have social skills because I look below average.
And my family wonders why I don't want to visit family. Why would I fucking come home to be virtually told Im inferior to someone who I grew up mogging hard and still mog in every frontier except looks. He will pass me in charisma soon, too. It's sad, because to this day, he still looks up to me as the most charsmatic sibling. I hope he doesn't realize he will soon overtake me in that too, because than I can't cope with anything except going to incel school.
And I have to sit and watch all our female relatives lust after him literally, they tell him how hot he is, make jokes about being in love with im. It actually knows no fucking bounds, female lust, its disgusting. But I shouild be the object of it. Did I do anything to deserve it? No. And Chances are surgeries wont even make me that much better looking.
Clavicle lengthening, rhinoplasty, bimax, genio, infras, canthoplasty, blepheroplasty, all that combined MIGHT bring me from a 4/10 facially to a 6.5 MAX. It's fucking over regardless of what I do. God doomed me to live a life of inceldom even tho I have the mind and personality of a main character.
And although I am technically a "sex haver", the fucking black pill reality crushes my will to live everyday.
I was falsely acused of sexual assault by a girl who basically regularly did to me the shit she accused of doing, and some people's reason for believing her was "he's too ugly for a girl like her to do that to him".
Imagine being me holy shit.
It's fucking over.
My life is done.
Im going to spend 5 years getting surgery, improving my athleticism, focusing on being more NT, just to still be mogged by my younger brother's natural talent.
It's disgusting. GOd is unfair. I'm still going to try tho.
He never even cared about being a mogging machine whereas, from youth, I wanted it desperately. The fucking seas and seas of validation.
I swear I wil be the next @Amnesia .
By the time Im done surgery and athlete maxxing I will just be a fucking husk of a man unable to cope with the fact I'm genetically inferior to my own blood who I should mog and is depressed all day.
At least I'll slay beckies tho, better than my life now.
Being alive fucking sucks.
I will be a mogging machine, even if I have to get fucking LL at 6'2.
ANd if I cant do it, Ill just rope.
THey have literally said to my face "we think he slays cuz of his looks and you look kind of awkward" basically in female virtue signaling language. LOL. And ppl wonder why Im saving for surgery.
Its hard being ugly and having hasan piker tier family
people think hes older than me 24/7
inb4 "its your autism bro"
cope cope cope cope cope
Growing up I was the popular one and he had no friends before puberty, and now that hes older and mogs hard, due to all tje social validation he gets I slowly see him eclipsing me in charisma. WHile I'm used to being the center of attention at all family reunions and being told shit like "your younger brother lives in your shadow you should give him more opportunity to speak up"
Now he is dominating conversations, being the center of attentin, and people are cutting me off to hear what he has to say.
Fuck god fuck god. I prayed as a child to be a mogging machine when I was older and I grew up mogged by literaly my entire family and became an ugly downward grown lanklet.
WIth my family's height genetics I'm literally as short and ugly as I could genetically have possibly been. My mom is a tall, forward grown, giga Stacy, and Im her fucking below average barely taller than her manlet child.
And everyday as the blackpill sets in I am becoming more and more of an incel hermit because I can't handle being mogged by 80% of the population, and having to prove I have social skills because I look below average.
And my family wonders why I don't want to visit family. Why would I fucking come home to be virtually told Im inferior to someone who I grew up mogging hard and still mog in every frontier except looks. He will pass me in charisma soon, too. It's sad, because to this day, he still looks up to me as the most charsmatic sibling. I hope he doesn't realize he will soon overtake me in that too, because than I can't cope with anything except going to incel school.
And I have to sit and watch all our female relatives lust after him literally, they tell him how hot he is, make jokes about being in love with im. It actually knows no fucking bounds, female lust, its disgusting. But I shouild be the object of it. Did I do anything to deserve it? No. And Chances are surgeries wont even make me that much better looking.
Clavicle lengthening, rhinoplasty, bimax, genio, infras, canthoplasty, blepheroplasty, all that combined MIGHT bring me from a 4/10 facially to a 6.5 MAX. It's fucking over regardless of what I do. God doomed me to live a life of inceldom even tho I have the mind and personality of a main character.
And although I am technically a "sex haver", the fucking black pill reality crushes my will to live everyday.
I was falsely acused of sexual assault by a girl who basically regularly did to me the shit she accused of doing, and some people's reason for believing her was "he's too ugly for a girl like her to do that to him".
Imagine being me holy shit.
It's fucking over.
My life is done.
Im going to spend 5 years getting surgery, improving my athleticism, focusing on being more NT, just to still be mogged by my younger brother's natural talent.
It's disgusting. GOd is unfair. I'm still going to try tho.
He never even cared about being a mogging machine whereas, from youth, I wanted it desperately. The fucking seas and seas of validation.
I swear I wil be the next @Amnesia .
By the time Im done surgery and athlete maxxing I will just be a fucking husk of a man unable to cope with the fact I'm genetically inferior to my own blood who I should mog and is depressed all day.
At least I'll slay beckies tho, better than my life now.
Being alive fucking sucks.
I will be a mogging machine, even if I have to get fucking LL at 6'2.
ANd if I cant do it, Ill just rope.
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