pope
"Everybody looks good sucking a dick" ~ me
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just a story of mine
i'm 5'10 (easily fraud to 6 ft), I can get myself to a hmtn maybe even lhtn at times. still have a lot to work on. anyways
in middle school there was this girl who I now that I think about think I loved. everywhere we went we were always play fighting, had our hands on each other, played video games together, hung out, complimented eachother, talked 24/7, inseparable, for 1 year and 1/2. EVERYONE thought we were dating, and I thought we were on terms to date since we also talked about other things (yk) but to her we weren't. SHE said she didnt like me after all that time passed but I just know she mustve liked me a bit? I was a bit ugly then yeah, and short 5'7 and she ALWAYS talked about how she wanted a tall guy from this anime
genuinely had me wanting to die as a 5'7 kid. but I KNOW she had some feelings for me, one time her best friend told her I had feelings for her (because I had told her) and I got embarrassed and SHE was the one to call me and comfort me. Eventually we stopped talking because I wanted someone that I felt like I received love from or something idk. She would always say she wouldn't date anyone and for years and that was true until a couple months ago she pops out with this ugly ass tall nigga. Shit genuinely put a fucking pit in my stomach, like I'm more handsome then him and succesful? It actually makes me furious and depressed, and the reason I think of it now is because a song that I used to listen to while we were talking and remdined me of her came on and the feelings just rushed back. I wish I were 6'4 I'd do anything and I honestly see LL in my list of surgeries since I'm already making enough to afford them at 17. If you read this far then thanks for reading my shitty ass sob story.
I genuinely must love this girl deeply and I mean she was the first girl I ever had something like that and I think about her a lot
Heres the guy
i'm 5'10 (easily fraud to 6 ft), I can get myself to a hmtn maybe even lhtn at times. still have a lot to work on. anyways
in middle school there was this girl who I now that I think about think I loved. everywhere we went we were always play fighting, had our hands on each other, played video games together, hung out, complimented eachother, talked 24/7, inseparable, for 1 year and 1/2. EVERYONE thought we were dating, and I thought we were on terms to date since we also talked about other things (yk) but to her we weren't. SHE said she didnt like me after all that time passed but I just know she mustve liked me a bit? I was a bit ugly then yeah, and short 5'7 and she ALWAYS talked about how she wanted a tall guy from this anime
genuinely had me wanting to die as a 5'7 kid. but I KNOW she had some feelings for me, one time her best friend told her I had feelings for her (because I had told her) and I got embarrassed and SHE was the one to call me and comfort me. Eventually we stopped talking because I wanted someone that I felt like I received love from or something idk. She would always say she wouldn't date anyone and for years and that was true until a couple months ago she pops out with this ugly ass tall nigga. Shit genuinely put a fucking pit in my stomach, like I'm more handsome then him and succesful? It actually makes me furious and depressed, and the reason I think of it now is because a song that I used to listen to while we were talking and remdined me of her came on and the feelings just rushed back. I wish I were 6'4 I'd do anything and I honestly see LL in my list of surgeries since I'm already making enough to afford them at 17. If you read this far then thanks for reading my shitty ass sob story.I genuinely must love this girl deeply and I mean she was the first girl I ever had something like that and I think about her a lot
Heres the guy
