
TheVoidInside
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I left this forum in Semptember and i started feeling better. I found some good copes, believing that my old oneitis liked me and that because she liked me its like im not an incel or smth.
I had sent her an invitation on Linkedin back in August and after 2 months i got a notification. She viewed my profile but the invitaton was still pending. There went my cope.
While doing my PhD i started an instagram. I was uploading videos doing acrobatics on bass guitar and got followers from that. Its rly easy if you are a musician, i established myself as one of the best players in my city since its a rly small niche that not many people have acess too.
I found my old oneitis' sister on instagram who is an English teacher in my city and happens to be a bass player too. We had a few mutual followrs so i sent her an invitation hoping that maybe i could sell her bass lessons. She never responded to it.
Then, on February 14 of al dats, i open instagram and my oneitis' profile popped up. Just as a i had moved on from her and didnt want to ever see her again, there she was. We had 0 mutual followers and from what i saw she doesnt follow a single musician or even artist for that matter.
Anyway, i followed her hoping that maybe she would block me at least but why would she lol. After all this bullshit i cycled back to being her little simp again, its like a day hasn't passed. And ofc she will not follow me back and from what i saw she has began unfollowing people as well.
@Primalsplit
@Darkeningstar
@deadstock
@the BULL
@Clqs
I had sent her an invitation on Linkedin back in August and after 2 months i got a notification. She viewed my profile but the invitaton was still pending. There went my cope.
While doing my PhD i started an instagram. I was uploading videos doing acrobatics on bass guitar and got followers from that. Its rly easy if you are a musician, i established myself as one of the best players in my city since its a rly small niche that not many people have acess too.
I found my old oneitis' sister on instagram who is an English teacher in my city and happens to be a bass player too. We had a few mutual followrs so i sent her an invitation hoping that maybe i could sell her bass lessons. She never responded to it.
Then, on February 14 of al dats, i open instagram and my oneitis' profile popped up. Just as a i had moved on from her and didnt want to ever see her again, there she was. We had 0 mutual followers and from what i saw she doesnt follow a single musician or even artist for that matter.
Anyway, i followed her hoping that maybe she would block me at least but why would she lol. After all this bullshit i cycled back to being her little simp again, its like a day hasn't passed. And ofc she will not follow me back and from what i saw she has began unfollowing people as well.
@Primalsplit
@Darkeningstar
@deadstock
@the BULL
@Clqs