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Apparition
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You know, when i left this forum, it was kinda good early on. There was a huge boost in productivity and i had more energy. Started feeling more posititve too.
But it didnt last long. After a while, i began having lots of brain haze and had trouble staying motivated in my pursuits. It was a struggle to hold it together and i felt sick,.
In June, i was legit losing it, i was feeling everything i had felt for the past 3 years or so simultaneously. The robotic lifestyle i was going throgh rly started getting to me.
BUT, i FORCED myself to keep going, forced myself to push through so that i would win. And i did, i got the highest grades in my class, a 3k euro payment as well as nailing the songs i wanted to learn on bass.
Did it feel good? Yes it did, but only for a few hours. Then i got pulled right back in, some people are just not meant to be happy no matter what.
Tagging:
@MoggerGaston
@Primalsplit
@Stunna
@Nick.Harte
@ConfusedBolivian
@St.TikTokcel
But it didnt last long. After a while, i began having lots of brain haze and had trouble staying motivated in my pursuits. It was a struggle to hold it together and i felt sick,.
In June, i was legit losing it, i was feeling everything i had felt for the past 3 years or so simultaneously. The robotic lifestyle i was going throgh rly started getting to me.
BUT, i FORCED myself to keep going, forced myself to push through so that i would win. And i did, i got the highest grades in my class, a 3k euro payment as well as nailing the songs i wanted to learn on bass.
Did it feel good? Yes it did, but only for a few hours. Then i got pulled right back in, some people are just not meant to be happy no matter what.
Tagging:
@MoggerGaston
@Primalsplit
@Stunna
@Nick.Harte
@ConfusedBolivian
@St.TikTokcel