TARAN
Scarred for life
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I don’t really know how to start this, but I’m at a breaking point. I’ve been feeling totally alone for so long now, it’s like I’m invisible. I go out, do my thing, but no one gives a damn. I don’t have anyone to talk to, like really talk to. It’s all just surface level, and it’s exhausting.
The thing is, I’ve been fighting with these dark thoughts for a while. Sometimes it feels like the only way out of this headspace is to just end it. I know that’s messed up, but honestly, I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending like everything’s fine. The isolation is killing me, and it’s hard to keep going when no one even notices you’re struggling.
I’ve been trying to better myself, you know? Working out, whatever cope shits trying to get things right, but it all feels so pointless when no one’s there. I’ve been carrying this weight on my own for too long and I’m just... tired.
I’m not saying this to get sympathy or anything. I just need to know if anyone else has gone through something like this. If you’ve been this low and somehow found your way back out, I could really use some advice. Honestly, I’m just looking for someone to talk to, someone who gets it, because right now it feels like I’m screaming into a void.
If you’re gonna tell me to kill myself or something like that, save it. I’m not here for that. But if you’ve got any real talk or advice, I’ll take it.
The thing is, I’ve been fighting with these dark thoughts for a while. Sometimes it feels like the only way out of this headspace is to just end it. I know that’s messed up, but honestly, I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending like everything’s fine. The isolation is killing me, and it’s hard to keep going when no one even notices you’re struggling.
I’ve been trying to better myself, you know? Working out, whatever cope shits trying to get things right, but it all feels so pointless when no one’s there. I’ve been carrying this weight on my own for too long and I’m just... tired.
I’m not saying this to get sympathy or anything. I just need to know if anyone else has gone through something like this. If you’ve been this low and somehow found your way back out, I could really use some advice. Honestly, I’m just looking for someone to talk to, someone who gets it, because right now it feels like I’m screaming into a void.
If you’re gonna tell me to kill myself or something like that, save it. I’m not here for that. But if you’ve got any real talk or advice, I’ll take it.
