Help me cry

[sar4rupepls]

I want to cry today after school i came home and was sad asf reasons disappointed my mom by going to jail gta, my grandma has stage 4 cancer and i see her get worse every day, I only see my dad on vacation, i just realized its over w my ex, and i miss my little half sister she is one. I came back from school sad asf decided to hit the gym bc im sad it would be a good lift and remembered the cocaine from 2 weeks ago and was like ohh pre-work out just came back from a 4 hour 30 mins gym ik it might be too much ive never been there that long but today was special sesh the sadness from before + the comedown makes me want to cry but i dont want to cry just say something bad to me.

 

[sar4rupepls]

I want to but i just cant i dont remember the last time ive even cried i need to its time

 

[eyemax]

just try to sleep man

 

[sar4rupepls]

Its 8:51

 

[sar4rupepls]

just try to sleep man

I go to sleep at 9:30

 

[eyemax]

I go to sleep at 9:30

yeah but like when im sad or wtv sleepinmg helps

 

[sar4rupepls]

yeah but like when im sad or wtv sleepinmg helps

You’re being nice i thought you would make fun of me so i can cry i need to cry

 

[eyemax]

You’re being nice i thought you would make fun of me so i can cry i need to cry

nah man just go to sleep youll feel better in the morning

 

[JohnDoe]

THANK YOU FOR LIFE STORY VERY BUTIFUL SAAAR

 

[sar4rupepls]

Ik it doesn’t seem like you guys helped me but you did be proud of yourself i dont feel like shit anymore and remembered that i can freeley speak with my mom and not get in trouble no matter what thank you so much

 

[averagenormie]

 

[AX823]

I want to cry today after school i came home and was sad asf reasons disappointed my mom by going to jail gta, my grandma has stage 4 cancer and i see her get worse every day, I only see my dad on vacation, i just realized its over w my ex, and i miss my little half sister she is one. I came back from school sad asf decided to hit the gym bc im sad it would be a good lift and remembered the cocaine from 2 weeks ago and was like ohh pre-work out just came back from a 4 hour 30 mins gym ik it might be too much ive never been there that long but today was special sesh the sadness from before + the comedown makes me want to cry but i dont want to cry just say something bad to me.

stfu no1 is gonna pity you especially not on this forum
get professional help or become like the guy in ur pfp

 

[sar4rupepls]

stfu no1 is gonna pity you especially not on this forum
get professional help or become like the guy in ur pfp

Idk ive never been this sad even when family member died idk just popped outta nowhere im not a sad person anyways that was yesterdays bullshit bhaiiii