
Lux
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The other day I was studying in the library and this random qt girl who looked anemic dropped me a note saying hi with her number. I have a gf and sent her a little thing saying I was flattered but sorry.
This basically makes me sick to my stomach with regret though. What if she was the one?
Then the thing is, a while ago something similar happened and I ended up leaving my gf for a different girl. Except this new girl turned out to be a retard so I ended up getting back with my gf--- now carry a lot of guilt I can't get rid of.
I feel like there's no winning and I will regret my life choices no matter what unless I juggle multiple girlfriends without ever getting caught (unlikely).
Dostoevysky said the worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing. In this case the unseen consequences of my actions could be doing either. Basically the crux of the movie Mr. Nobody if you've ever seen it.
What can be done? Who would you talk to about this? Help me.
This basically makes me sick to my stomach with regret though. What if she was the one?
Then the thing is, a while ago something similar happened and I ended up leaving my gf for a different girl. Except this new girl turned out to be a retard so I ended up getting back with my gf--- now carry a lot of guilt I can't get rid of.
I feel like there's no winning and I will regret my life choices no matter what unless I juggle multiple girlfriends without ever getting caught (unlikely).
Dostoevysky said the worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing. In this case the unseen consequences of my actions could be doing either. Basically the crux of the movie Mr. Nobody if you've ever seen it.
What can be done? Who would you talk to about this? Help me.