Help my brain please, its getting worse

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sub3forfemcels

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Aspd and I find everyone boring and only crave dopamine, doesnt matter what it is, If I can get some dopamine out of something than Ill do it, I cant form true emotional connections and Im highly jealous and passive aggressive, manipulate and subconsciously make fun of peoples intelligence in social interactions without intent and I make people easily fucking angered despite choosing a dialogue that I think is great, and I use a outer shield made of pure kindness so people wont hate me despite me being evil and I just dont talk to people because I cant accept it, sometimes I just cant do anything, Im 18 and literally 90% of dopamine inducing things are already dried for me, like even 99% and I only seek and crave dopamine, any way I can revert this or is it just my personality foundation?, I can accept it and understand Im just a bad person and yeah fuck it but I dont wanna be a 20yr old burnout doing crack.
I dont wanna go to a therapist because I just make fun of each one that I go to and end up agering their insecurities and lower iq. And I hate bragging about intelligence but I hate seeing dumb retards think theyre smart
 
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Aspd and I find everyone boring and only crave dopamine, doesnt matter what it is, If I can get some dopamine out of something than Ill do it, I cant form true emotional connections and Im highly jealous and passive aggressive, manipulate and subconsciously make fun of peoples intelligence in social interactions without intent and I make people easily fucking angered despite choosing a dialogue that I think is great, and I use a outer shield made of pure kindness so people wont hate me despite me being evil and I just dont talk to people because I cant accept it, sometimes I just cant do anything, Im 18 and literally 90% of dopamine inducing things are already dried for me, like even 99% and I only seek and crave dopamine, any way I can revert this or is it just my personality foundation?, I can accept it and understand Im just a bad person and yeah fuck it but I dont wanna be a 20yr old burnout doing crack.
I dont wanna go to a therapist because I just make fun of each one that I go to and end up agering their insecurities and lower iq. And I hate bragging about intelligence but I hate seeing dumb retards think theyre smart
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