HELP NEEDED! (Effect of the Blackpill!)

[iblameerfan]

Please take 5 minutes of your time to help me.

Ever since I have discovered The Blackpill my life is in ruins, I don’t have any confidence, I lost all girls, I just lost the interest of living.

I was around 55kg but every time I see my face and think about the negative stuff, I puke everything I ate, I am now at a whopping 49kg and 1.80, I have lost my appetite, I eat less than a 1000 calories since a month.

My girlfriend ended up breaking up with me, after she admitted to having sexual experiences with other boys than me, which she kept hidden from me for a while, keep in mind, I don’t smoke, drink or any sort of alcohol/drugs/nicotine such as snus or vapes, I am clean, nor did I have any sexual experiences other than kissing my ex.

I am starting to go downwards in school, and keep getting in trouble since a while, which are ruining my grades.

I am broke as fuck and have absolutely no money left, because I had to pay a 400$ debt.

I knew about The Blackpill a long time ago, but since around a month it’s starting to actually hit me bad, I don’t know what to do, I am just lost and angry with my looks, not even a fucking Sub-5 Girl that’s been fucked by every boy I know wants me.

Please tell me what I can do to at-least cope or make my situation better, I would like to first start looking for a clean and nice girl to start with, so I at-least have someone to keep me busy, but I can’t I think it’s more because my confidence and behavior rather than my looks.

What would you guys do in my situation ?
I’d really appreciate some advice, Thank you.

 

[iblameerfan]

Bump

 

[RXnd]

Once you truly look into it you cannot undo the damage, just try to focus on other things you can improve, good luck dude.

 

[fuxkdakikez]

blackpill didn’t really change much for me, i always knew looks mattered. matter of fact, i would say 90% of normies are more blackpilled than users here

 

[iblameerfan]

Once you truly look into it you cannot undo the damage, just try to focus on other things you can improve, good luck dude.

I am lost at what to improve, I think I softmaxxed myself out, I need to focus more on my body tho, thanks bro.

 

[PARISIEN]

Go outside and be with friendz

 

[iblameerfan]

blackpill didn’t really change much for me, i always knew looks mattered. matter of fact, i would say 90% of normies are more blackpilled than users here

I know looks mattered before, but like now it’s starting to hit me pretty bad.

 

[PARISIEN]

we all end up with a MTB, stacy is an annoying hoe

 

[iblameerfan]

Go outside and be with friendz

How is that supposed to help me in any way ?

 

[fuxkdakikez]

I know looks mattered before, but like now it’s starting to hit me pretty bad.

doubt it, you’re probably just overreacting

 

[iblameerfan]

doubt it, you’re probably just overreacting

Even if I was overreacting, I am losing my sanity, like there is so much happening to me at the same time, I don’t what to start with and how to fix these problems.

 

[PARISIEN]

How is that supposed to help me in any way ?

if HTN are top 15% of population, and chadlite/chad 0,1% of population,

you'll remark that outside beautiful are very rare, and even sometimes those beautiful people are mid. so u are actually obsessed about something ultra rare and random, so not that worth it

 

[2025cel]

I cannot giveth counsel to one whom is tolerating from mine own owneth condition,
as yond wouldst beest hypocritical.

 

[iblameerfan]

I cannot giveth counsel to one whom is tolerating from mine own owneth condition,
as yond wouldst beest hypocritical.

Understood everything.

 

[iblameerfan]

if HTN are top 15% of population, and chadlite/chad 0,1% of population,

you'll remark that outside beautiful are very rare, and even sometimes those beautiful people are mid. so u are actually obsessed about something ultra rare and random, so not that worth it

sure

 

[20/04/2008]

if HTN are top 15% of population, and chadlite/chad 0,1% of population,

you'll remark that outside beautiful are very rare, and even sometimes those beautiful people are mid. so u are actually obsessed about something ultra rare and random, so not that worth it

Htn are 5-10% of the population and Chad is 0.01%
You probably have like 2-3 Htn friends at school but you would surely have known a single real chad in your entire life

 

[我需要阴部]

is that even possible at that height?

 

[EliDKing]

Htn are 5-10% of the population and Chad is 0.01%
You probably have like 2-3 Htn friends at school but you would surely have known a single real chad in your entire life

i have never met anything remotely over cl

 

[NOCTURNALDEATH]

this actually might be the greatest thing ive read. You dont get it right now but all this rejection and hating yourself seeing other guys pull your dream girl while shes happy with them and youre alone is actually so fucking amazing. Idk how old you are but you seem young like in high school, but this is literally what i went through. I wanted to fucking kill myself and end it all. My whole body is scarred bc i couldnt hold my emotions after my ex left me for her balding ass sub5 ex. I felt worthless. After that I ascended so fucking hard and even before the ex i loved my life because girls that didnt want me in the past wanted to choke on me later and thats exactly what i let them do. I teased the idea of being with them and making them comfortable and instead i just used their body for my own pleasure and emotional satisfaction knowing i just fucked so many girls that used to hate me and not look at me before. You hate yourself rn and this is good. Learn to balance how much you hate yourself because i promise it fuels your motivation

 

[iblameerfan]

this actually might be the greatest thing ive read. You dont get it right now but all this rejection and hating yourself seeing other guys pull your dream girl while shes happy with them and youre alone is actually so fucking amazing. Idk how old you are but you seem young like in high school, but this is literally what i went through. I wanted to fucking kill myself and end it all. My whole body is scarred bc i couldnt hold my emotions after my ex left me for her balding ass sub5 ex. I felt worthless. After that I ascended so fucking hard and even before the ex i loved my life because girls that didnt want me in the past wanted to choke on me later and thats exactly what i let them do. I teased the idea of being with them and making them comfortable and instead i just used their body for my own pleasure and emotional satisfaction knowing i just fucked so many girls that used to hate me and not look at me before. You hate yourself rn and this is good. Learn to balance how much you hate yourself because i promise it fuels your motivation

I noticed now a couple of weeks later.. I am going to the gym since a week straight, I am feeling more confident then ever, I feel like I am at the prime of looks.

 

[20/04/2008]

if HTN are top 15% of population, and chadlite/chad 0,1% of population,

you'll remark that outside beautiful are very rare, and even sometimes those beautiful people are mid. so u are actually obsessed about something ultra rare and random, so not that worth it

Htn are 5% of population
15% bro that mean 1/7 people is Htn i call that complete Bs

 

[PARISIEN]

Htn are 5% of population
15% bro that mean 1/7 people is Htn i call that complete Bs

Alright