Apparition
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This was back in winter of 2020 btw, when i had no idea of how evil women can be and i was also at a much much better mental state.
15 minutes before the date, she begins texting me asking me if im coming. We texted a bit till she showed up. She was smiling but seemed a bit shy (no other girl i met was smiling when they saw me btw).
We walked for a bit, she would open up about her personal life, telling me about her friends and i got scared because i had no friends or personal life. She told me she would have taken me out for a drink but was too early and ofc i was too scared to suggest doing so.
Ayway, we go to place and we order something to eat and drink. Out of the blue she starts complaining about politics and transportation, really asinine stuff tbh ngl, didnt see it coming. Afterwards she tells me that the meaning of life is an illusion and tht life has no meaning and i was really scared again because i didnt know how to respond.
So i suggested going for a walk because people began starring at us and i was feeling like a cuck. She was rly moody when we were walking, we were talking but she wasnt escalating like i expected her too. She told me about how she used to party in college and for like the 5th time, i was too scared to start the "talk" with her.
I think eventually she started getting annoyed at me talking about autistic shit like education and video games. Despite that she was still rly patient with me. At one point she kinda softened a bit because i told her something she found funny but i was too scared to make a move on her.
Evnetually we parted ways. I texted her later in the night, sending some autistic/creepy messages, and she got worried and asked me what the fuck i was trying to say. Eventually i told her i had a good time with her and she was like "aaaaa ok" (because she knew i was just acting nice to get in her panties).
15 minutes before the date, she begins texting me asking me if im coming. We texted a bit till she showed up. She was smiling but seemed a bit shy (no other girl i met was smiling when they saw me btw).
We walked for a bit, she would open up about her personal life, telling me about her friends and i got scared because i had no friends or personal life. She told me she would have taken me out for a drink but was too early and ofc i was too scared to suggest doing so.
Ayway, we go to place and we order something to eat and drink. Out of the blue she starts complaining about politics and transportation, really asinine stuff tbh ngl, didnt see it coming. Afterwards she tells me that the meaning of life is an illusion and tht life has no meaning and i was really scared again because i didnt know how to respond.
So i suggested going for a walk because people began starring at us and i was feeling like a cuck. She was rly moody when we were walking, we were talking but she wasnt escalating like i expected her too. She told me about how she used to party in college and for like the 5th time, i was too scared to start the "talk" with her.
I think eventually she started getting annoyed at me talking about autistic shit like education and video games. Despite that she was still rly patient with me. At one point she kinda softened a bit because i told her something she found funny but i was too scared to make a move on her.
Evnetually we parted ways. I texted her later in the night, sending some autistic/creepy messages, and she got worried and asked me what the fuck i was trying to say. Eventually i told her i had a good time with her and she was like "aaaaa ok" (because she knew i was just acting nice to get in her panties).
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