
TheVoidInside
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im not only attracted to my "oneitis". i like other women too. i even like a lot of the women that follow me on instagram as well and would fuck them if they asked me to.
the problem is that i will never meet any of these women. i met my old itis, she brutalized me and gave me trauma for life so thats all i have to rememebr basically. i dont have anything else and to this day, she still toys with me one way or another.
thats how life is unfortunately. i didnt stand a chance with her, didnt stand a chance with any girl for that matter but the way she treated me greatly affected how i approached the girls after her. I also always subcosciously compare every woman i meet to her.
And rly, i only ever put my hand on my other itis' back simply because i thought that by doing so, i was getting revenge on my old itis in a way
. Every time i get rejected, i just prove she was right and i was wrong.
the problem is that i will never meet any of these women. i met my old itis, she brutalized me and gave me trauma for life so thats all i have to rememebr basically. i dont have anything else and to this day, she still toys with me one way or another.
thats how life is unfortunately. i didnt stand a chance with her, didnt stand a chance with any girl for that matter but the way she treated me greatly affected how i approached the girls after her. I also always subcosciously compare every woman i meet to her.
And rly, i only ever put my hand on my other itis' back simply because i thought that by doing so, i was getting revenge on my old itis in a way