hey elliot rodger here

[nsk4ll]

right now im just taking a walk through the park. its really a nice secluded area i am just contemplating about my life and how unfair it has been lately, hell it has been unfair for last 8 years, ever since i hit puberty, ever since i started desiring girls, but they never desired me back. lifes been a living hell since then, ive been all alone. right now its spring break, everyone else my age are out having fun with their friends and their girlfriends, here i am, taking lonely walks through a park, but still, i have to admire the beauty of this place, i mean look at it, magnificent, isnt it? this is the park that i usually come to, it is quite close to where i live in santa barbara, whenever i come here, i try to develop a sense of peace, a sense of escape from my troubles in life, even though i am lonely here, the serenity of it all just makes me try and forget about it.

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

right now im just taking a walk through the park. its really a nice secluded area i am just contemplating about my life and how unfair it has been lately, hell it has been unfair for last 8 years, ever since i hit puberty, ever since i started desiring girls, but they never desired me back. lifes been a living hell since then, ive been all alone. right now its spring break, everyone else my age are out having fun with their friends and their girlfriends, here i am, taking lonely walks through a park, but still, i have to admire the beauty of this place, i mean look at it, magnificent, isnt it? this is the park that i usually come to, it is quite close to where i live in santa barbara, whenever i come here, i try to develop a sense of peace, a sense of escape from my troubles in life, even though i am lonely here, the serenity of it all just makes me try and forget about it.

This isn't going to make sense right now, but you will thank me in the future:

If the door at the sorority house is locked, yiu can just shoot it with your gun

 

[nsk4ll]

This isn't going to make sense right now, but you will thank me in the future:

If the door at the sorority house is locked, yiu can just shoot it with your gun

this world is so marvelous, full of beautiful places yet all i can do is just sit by myself and... admire them
i am not allowed to enjoy life in this world all because ive been casted out, no one likes me, no one accepts me, all my life i can struggle to fit in with popular kids, ive been struggling to get a girlfriend, no one has ever accepted me. its so sad. i cant enjoy life in this world anymore. everytime i go out, i always have to see these young couples, and i get jealous of them, they remind me of exactly what i am missing out on life, sex love companionship, i desire girls, i am sexually attracted to girls, but girls are not sexually attracted to me, there is a major problem with that. major problem, thats a problem i intend to rectify. I in all my magnificence and power, i will not let this fly. its an injustice that needs to be dealt with.