Hey pulling girls may not be that hard after all, but turns out that’s not the reason I’m a truecel. IT’S NEVER BEEN MORE OVER (VENT)

[charliewillascend]

TLDR,
Read first part if you wanna see my success,
Read second part that is divided by the 5 lines of colons if you wanna see why I’m an utter subhuman piece of filth.
Those who read thank you , advice on how to not rope is appreciated with how everything blows up in my face.




I’m on holiday, i was already dreading this holiday for a few reasons,
1: People judging me for my appearance, my slight gynecomasric when I take my shirt off at the pool, and overall my BDD (body dysmorphia) kicking in and worrying all the girls and lads are judging me and analysing my face (like my autistic ass does to them) and judging me for my flaws, GIRLS ESPECIALLY,
2: FAMILY PHOTOS, yes I know it sounds like a stupid reason but I’m 17 so get dragged in to taking photos with my younger siblings and my mom posts them on her Instagram etc where I get bullied by my ‘friends’ at school for them,

And yes that’s literally it and it may sound like nothing but for me it’s everything , I have no other fears but those things (I honestly could probably add women to the list too tbh),
But it turns out they where the least of my worries apart from the family photo I had to do before this CRAZY night I’m about to describe ensued, but let me start it out for you to those who can bother to read this yap,

I had got through all my fears above already and I have one older sibling who is NT asf, and he kinda forces me to go to this gay ass disco where all the NT people of the hotel go, so I think I’ve faced the fears I’ve faced already and I’m fine so I go through with it, and what do you know I’m a fucking success it couldn’t of been more easy if you want to be NT all you have to do is be drunk and while everyone else also is it’s so hard to been seen as weird and it’s legit my first time going anywhere as I’ve said in threads before I HAVE NO FRIENDS EVERYONE LEAVES ME LIKE IM ABOUT TO GET INTO IN A SECOND,
But with this thread already being long I’ll summarise, despite me being MTN max I got on at the club in terms of getting in with the main lads there and getting girls great, there where 3 girls there that where decent and 2/3 legit had there hands round me and where virtually eye fucking me, honestly you guys are over exaggerating this lookism shit.
But after this the lads I met there with my brother we decide to go to another club, which we do get a taxi to there and it’s another success I was NT asf talked to girls etc,

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Now the part you’re probably all interested in to the fact why that it’s ‘over’ as this is the nature of this forum, well let me tell the fucking bull shit that I experience on my first night out,
So after all this ‘success’ i am in the club and me and my NT brother split of from the original group of lads as some girls and guys came up to talk to us, so we talk to them for a bit, but then the original group splits off and FUCKING LEAVED TO GO BACK TO THE HOTEL LEAVING US AS THEY ARE UTTER TRUECELS AND HAVE NO SUCCESS,
So me and my brother can’t call an Uber as it isn’t offered in the area we’re in, phones about to go flat so we have to walk 3 HOURS home,
And all my brother does the entire time is be an utter twat, keeping in mind he’s older, he demands, demands makes UTTER RETARDED suggestions to the point where he is endangering us and gets his mate on the phone to try and impress him, and I am explaining to him that we are IN THE MIDDLE OF A DESERT IN THR MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IN A DANGEROUS AREA but he insists we should run home, in which running we risk dehydration; LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
( he said much more retarded stuff but this thread is already too long and I doubt anyone’s gonna read already so I don’t wanna keep adding, just engrave the idea that he is a FUCKING IDIOT ),
But then after he makes me scale a fence for no fucking reason to get off the path that is next to a motor way in which we haven’t seen a single car in the last 2 HOURS because according to him it’s dangerous when we’re not even in the motor way WE’RE ON A FUCKING PATH, but he makes us scale a BARBWIRE FENCE after trying to fight me while we are on a long road in a desert in the middle of nowhere,
But what I forgot to mention is he took one of the lads drug boxes or what ever the fuck it is that is FILLED to the fucking brim with drugs, expensive cigars and fuck knows what else it has , but when i scaled the fence (for no reason at all btw) it falls out my pocket and I go to grab all the drugs n shit and find them all but my brother goes ballistic and swear’s we’re in danger and can’t grab them, at this point he is now walking on the side walk on the motor way he just went ballistic at me not to walk on as it’s ‘dangerous’ JFL at this retard, but essentially this drug bag is like 20 seconds behind me and he is on call with his mate the entire time and he is just trying to impress him by acting all big and keeps insisting we’re in danger and refuses to let me grab them and is still going ballistic, in which I’ve been trying to calm him down this entire time, so we argue and fight for the next 30 minutes and eventually I have to give in and walk; and then we get back to the hotel after almost 3 hours and it’s about 5:00AM by now and we walk in and see the lads that left us and he goes up to them like ‘you alright mate’ etc and the drug bag guy immediately wants to know where they fucking are, naturally as they left us I just tell them to fuck right off but now my brothers ego has led us into paying a MASSIVE fine to the drug bag guy when we legit could of just turned around and grabbed them,

I have no one else, no mother , no father , no friends and now no brother, the reason I say it’s over as he was meant to be there for me and I don’t know how to put into words what I saw tonight or this morning should I say, but I know he was drunk but I was too and I was there for him I’m literally the fucking younger brother and I have to make the decision whether I should knock this psycho out and drag him home or play into his delusions for safety and follow his tough man act,
I thought he understood but I feel like I always just get let down first my best friend as if you read my threads you may already know…. But now my brother,
I have no one. I am truly the biggest utter subhuman there is and I should rope, and yeah I know this has no contribution to this forum and is sad and annoying as fuck but it made me feel better as this is the only place I can talk.


tagging users who may read the thread:
@schizowillascend , @pfl , @noahwillascend , @Balkanmogger1446

And I tag @Ogionth for his enjoyment in reading the second part as I know he is my absolute enemy but I also have no friends on here so I don’t know who else to tag.

 

[Balkanmogger1446]

Bro that's crazy wth ,its always been like this,you don't need to be a chad to get girls u just need to be average looking but NT ,i don't even know what to say about the second part you should have grabbed them cause now ur in shit
How much is the fine ?

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Go for gook girls. It must be easy for you because you are white

 

[schizowillascend]

TLDR,
Read first part if you wanna see my success,
Read second part that is divided by the 5 lines of colons if you wanna see why I’m an utter subhuman piece of filth.
Those who read thank you , advice on how to not rope is appreciated with how everything blows up in my face.




I’m on holiday, i was already dreading this holiday for a few reasons,
1: People judging me for my appearance, my slight gynecomasric when I take my shirt off at the pool, and overall my BDD (body dysmorphia) kicking in and worrying all the girls and lads are judging me and analysing my face (like my autistic ass does to them) and judging me for my flaws, GIRLS ESPECIALLY,
2: FAMILY PHOTOS, yes I know it sounds like a stupid reason but I’m 17 so get dragged in to taking photos with my younger siblings and my mom posts them on her Instagram etc where I get bullied by my ‘friends’ at school for them,

And yes that’s literally it and it may sound like nothing but for me it’s everything , I have no other fears but those things (I honestly could probably add women to the list too tbh),
But it turns out they where the least of my worries apart from the family photo I had to do before this CRAZY night I’m about to describe ensued, but let me start it out for you to those who can bother to read this yap,

I had got through all my fears above already and I have one older sibling who is NT asf, and he kinda forces me to go to this gay ass disco where all the NT people of the hotel go, so I think I’ve faced the fears I’ve faced already and I’m fine so I go through with it, and what do you know I’m a fucking success it couldn’t of been more easy if you want to be NT all you have to do is be drunk and while everyone else also is it’s so hard to been seen as weird and it’s legit my first time going anywhere as I’ve said in threads before I HAVE NO FRIENDS EVERYONE LEAVES ME LIKE IM ABOUT TO GET INTO IN A SECOND,
But with this thread already being long I’ll summarise, despite me being MTN max I got on at the club in terms of getting in with the main lads there and getting girls great, there where 3 girls there that where decent and 2/3 legit had there hands round me and where virtually eye fucking me, honestly you guys are over exaggerating this lookism shit.
But after this the lads I met there with my brother we decide to go to another club, which we do get a taxi to there and it’s another success I was NT asf talked to girls etc,

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;:;:::::::;;:::::::::::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;;:::::;;;:;;;;;:;;;;;;::;;:::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Now the part you’re probably all interested in to the fact why that it’s ‘over’ as this is the nature of this forum, well let me tell the fucking bull shit that I experience on my first night out,
So after all this ‘success’ i am in the club and me and my NT brother split of from the original group of lads as some girls and guys came up to talk to us, so we talk to them for a bit, but then the original group splits off and FUCKING LEAVED TO GO BACK TO THE HOTEL LEAVING US AS THEY ARE UTTER TRUECELS AND HAVE NO SUCCESS,
So me and my brother can’t call an Uber as it isn’t offered in the area we’re in, phones about to go flat so we have to walk 3 HOURS home,
And all my brother does the entire time is be an utter twat, keeping in mind he’s older, he demands, demands makes UTTER RETARDED suggestions to the point where he is endangering us and gets his mate on the phone to try and impress him, and I am explaining to him that we are IN THE MIDDLE OF A DESERT IN THR MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IN A DANGEROUS AREA but he insists we should run home, in which running we risk dehydration; LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
( he said much more retarded stuff but this thread is already too long and I doubt anyone’s gonna read already so I don’t wanna keep adding, just engrave the idea that he is a FUCKING IDIOT ),
But then after he makes me scale a fence for no fucking reason to get off the path that is next to a motor way in which we haven’t seen a single car in the last 2 HOURS because according to him it’s dangerous when we’re not even in the motor way WE’RE ON A FUCKING PATH, but he makes us scale a BARBWIRE FENCE after trying to fight me while we are on a long road in a desert in the middle of nowhere,
But what I forgot to mention is he took one of the lads drug boxes or what ever the fuck it is that is FILLED to the fucking brim with drugs, expensive cigars and fuck knows what else it has , but when i scaled the fence (for no reason at all btw) it falls out my pocket and I go to grab all the drugs n shit and find them all but my brother goes ballistic and swear’s we’re in danger and can’t grab them, at this point he is now walking on the side walk on the motor way he just went ballistic at me not to walk on as it’s ‘dangerous’ JFL at this retard, but essentially this drug bag is like 20 seconds behind me and he is on call with his mate the entire time and he is just trying to impress him by acting all big and keeps insisting we’re in danger and refuses to let me grab them and is still going ballistic, in which I’ve been trying to calm him down this entire time, so we argue and fight for the next 30 minutes and eventually I have to give in and walk; and then we get back to the hotel after almost 3 hours and it’s about 5:00AM by now and we walk in and see the lads that left us and he goes up to them like ‘you alright mate’ etc and the drug bag guy immediately wants to know where they fucking are, naturally as they left us I just tell them to fuck right off but now my brothers ego has led us into paying a MASSIVE fine to the drug bag guy when we legit could of just turned around and grabbed them,

I have no one else, no mother , no father , no friends and now no brother, the reason I say it’s over as he was meant to be there for me and I don’t know how to put into words what I saw tonight or this morning should I say, but I know he was drunk but I was too and I was there for him I’m literally the fucking younger brother and I have to make the decision whether I should knock this psycho out and drag him home or play into his delusions for safety and follow his tough man act,
I thought he understood but I feel like I always just get let down first my best friend as if you read my threads you may already know…. But now my brother,
I have no one. I am truly the biggest utter subhuman there is and I should rope, and yeah I know this has no contribution to this forum and is sad and annoying as fuck but it made me feel better as this is the only place I can talk.


tagging users who may read the thread:
@schizowillascend , @pfl , @noahwillascend , @Balkanmogger1446

And I tag @Ogionth for his enjoyment in reading the second part as I know he is my absolute enemy but I also have no friends on here so I don’t know who else to tag.

Illl read in a bit

 

[noahwillascend]

Reminded me of jay slaters story he messed with drugs right before he died.
Have you tried shouting auto glass repair if jay slater is in the vicinity he will shout back auto glass replace

 

[charliewillascend]

Bro that's crazy wth ,its always been like this,you don't need to be a chad to get girls u just need to be average looking but NT

yeah it really surprised me tbh girls actually are hoes

,i don't even know what to say about the second part you should have grabbed them cause now ur in shit
How much is the fine ?

It’s not about the fine, it’s about my brother I don’t know why he acted the way he acted. It was a tense situation and he just completely folded and let me down hard.

Go for gook girls. It must be easy for you because you are white

there weren’t any there I’m afraid, honestly there was basically no girls tbh just the ones I said about above and some extra ones that where EXTRA ugly and all the ones there where Hispanic or white.
Also the girls where crazy ugly and short too, but unironically there was this blue dressed girl who was definitely the most attractive there and earlier that day I witness this fat short ass guy doing backflips in the pool talking to his friends how he is trying to get this ‘blue dressed girl’ to come over and her friends by doing shit like that, and as she walked over they got excited thinking she was coming but she just walked straight past them JFL, but he said something to her and the conversation that ensued was just awkward as fuck, but when I was out I saw her and him leave with their arms wrapped around each other JFL, it’s crazy what alcohol does to the female mind, we don’t need black pill and looksmax voodoo magic shit all we need is to give girls alcohol and if you can’t go from there then you’re batting way too high anyway.

Illl read in a bit

cheers pal

Reminded me of jay slaters story he messed with drugs right before he died.
Have you tried shouting auto glass repair if jay slater is in the vicinity he will shout back auto glass replace

ironically I am in a canary island rn, and yes my worry was ending up like jay slater, caged at the last part lol

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

I had got through all my fears above already and I have one older sibling who is NT asf, and he kinda forces me to go to this gay ass disco where all the NT people of the hotel go, so I think I’ve faced the fears I’ve faced already and I’m fine so I go through with it, and what do you know I’m a fucking success it couldn’t of been more easy if you want to be NT all you have to do is be drunk and while everyone else also is it’s so hard to been seen as weird and it’s legit my first time going anywhere as I’ve said in threads before I HAVE NO FRIENDS EVERYONE LEAVES ME LIKE IM ABOUT TO GET INTO IN A SECOND,
But with this thread already being long I’ll summarise, despite me being MTN max I got on at the club in terms of getting in with the main lads there and getting girls great, there where 3 girls there that where decent and 2/3 legit had there hands round me and where virtually eye fucking me, honestly you guys are over exaggerating this lookism shit.

Success is dancing with 2 drunk girls, gj

But after this the lads I met there with my brother we decide to go to another club, which we do get a taxi to there and it’s another success I was NT asf talked to girls etc,

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;:;:::::::;;:::::::::::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::;;:::::;;;:;;;;;:;;;;;;::;;:::;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Now the part you’re probably all interested in to the fact why that it’s ‘over’ as this is the nature of this forum, well let me tell the fucking bull shit that I experience on my first night out,
So after all this ‘success’ i am in the club and me and my NT brother split of from the original group of lads as some girls and guys came up to talk to us, so we talk to them for a bit, but then the original group splits off and FUCKING LEAVED TO GO BACK TO THE HOTEL LEAVING US AS THEY ARE UTTER TRUECELS AND HAVE NO SUCCESS,
So me and my brother can’t call an Uber as it isn’t offered in the area we’re in, phones about to go flat so we have to walk 3 HOURS home,
And all my brother does the entire time is be an utter twat, keeping in mind he’s older, he demands, demands makes UTTER RETARDED suggestions to the point where he is endangering us and gets his mate on the phone to try and impress him, and I am explaining to him that we are IN THE MIDDLE OF A DESERT IN THR MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IN A DANGEROUS AREA but he insists we should run home, in which running we risk dehydration; LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
( he said much more retarded stuff but this thread is already too long and I doubt anyone’s gonna read already so I don’t wanna keep adding, just engrave the idea that he is a FUCKING IDIOT ),
But then after he makes me scale a fence for no fucking reason to get off the path that is next to a motor way in which we haven’t seen a single car in the last 2 HOURS because according to him it’s dangerous when we’re not even in the motor way WE’RE ON A FUCKING PATH, but he makes us scale a BARBWIRE FENCE after trying to fight me while we are on a long road in a desert in the middle of nowhere,
But what I forgot to mention is he took one of the lads drug boxes or what ever the fuck it is that is FILLED to the fucking brim with drugs, expensive cigars and fuck knows what else it has , but when i scaled the fence (for no reason at all btw) it falls out my pocket and I go to grab all the drugs n shit and find them all but my brother goes ballistic and swear’s we’re in danger and can’t grab them, at this point he is now walking on the side walk on the motor way he just went ballistic at me not to walk on as it’s ‘dangerous’ JFL at this retard, but essentially this drug bag is like 20 seconds behind me and he is on call with his mate the entire time and he is just trying to impress him by acting all big and keeps insisting we’re in danger and refuses to let me grab them and is still going ballistic, in which I’ve been trying to calm him down this entire time, so we argue and fight for the next 30 minutes and eventually I have to give in and walk; and then we get back to the hotel after almost 3 hours and it’s about 5:00AM by now and we walk in and see the lads that left us and he goes up to them like ‘you alright mate’ etc and the drug bag guy immediately wants to know where they fucking are, naturally as they left us I just tell them to fuck right off but now my brothers ego has led us into paying a MASSIVE fine to the drug bag guy when we legit could of just turned around and grabbed them,

I have no one else, no mother , no father , no friends and now no brother, the reason I say it’s over as he was meant to be there for me and I don’t know how to put into words what I saw tonight or this morning should I say, but I know he was drunk but I was too and I was there for him I’m literally the fucking younger brother and I have to make the decision whether I should knock this psycho out and drag him home or play into his delusions for safety and follow his tough man act,
I thought he understood but I feel like I always just get let down first my best friend as if you read my threads you may already know…. But now my brother,
I have no one. I am truly the biggest utter subhuman there is and I should rope, and yeah I know this has no contribution to this forum and is sad and annoying as fuck but it made me feel better as this is the only place I can talk.


tagging users who may read the thread:
@schizowillascend , @pfl , @noahwillascend , @Balkanmogger1446

And I tag @Ogionth for his enjoyment in reading the second part as I know he is my absolute enemy but I also have no friends on here so I don’t know who else to tag.

btw you're definitely autistic