High inhib is the most brutal pill to swallow, ngl

[Prøphet]

I would be htn if I got trimax + implants

My quality of life would 10x

From being a boneless subhuman lower third cel

To finally looking like a human

But from a lifetime of being subhuman

And brutal mentalcel genetics

I know deep down I'll never go through with it

And pussy out like I always have in my life

Too high inhib to even get a j*b to savemaxx

I can't even walk into a doctor's office without getting panic attacks

So how tf would I even get a surgery

It's so over

 

[valentine]

just stop stressing

 

[Prøphet]

just stop stressing

Brutal

 

[Node]

just stop stressing

 

[Prøphet]

I've exhausted every option I could think of to stop stressing

It's not even a conscious thought pattern it's js ingrained in my body atp

Stress is my state of being

Fuck my genetics bro