childishkillah
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I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.
There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.
The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.
I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.
The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.
I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.