High inhibition make me lonely asf

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I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.

There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.

The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.

I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
 
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I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.

There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.

The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.

I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
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I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.

There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.

The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.

I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
This legit sounds almost exactly like me. I’m also Muslim as well and I completely understand the high inhibition. It’s been encoded into us yk
 
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This legit sounds almost exactly like me. I’m also Muslim as well and I completely understand the high inhibition. It’s been encoded into us yk
I was going up the escalator behind the blonde foid, she has a wonderful ass.:owo:
 
I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.

There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.

The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.

I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
Update:
The rest of the excursion I was with the white hijabi Moroccan, something I've never seen before. And with her group with the foids mentioned above. It was good or at least I haven't regretted going instead of staying home. Honestly, I spent some time talking to her about how the differences between the Islamic branches were about political differences rather than religious ones and the truth is she said some things that were a bit extreme even for me. The funniest thing? She was a whore. At the beginning of the course a classmate said that there was a video of her masturbating, which honestly, I didn't believe was true. But it turns out that a friend told me that other ethnic people with he hangs out with had two of them fuck her. Brutal. The biggest whores are the ones who end up being the most extremist. I also found out that the second foid in the thread has a boyfriend, which doesn't surprise me. He's a guy who heightmogs me really hard, but he's boneless and has fluffy hair, otherwise he's an absolute normie with below average skin. Enough to not be an incel nowadays.
Tomorrow I will upload photos of some beautiful paintings.
 
I'm on my way to the excursion to the Prado Museum, in art history a subject where no one in my social circle goes, and that means I'm alone. The ethnics with their fellow humans and faggots. It is a good time to remember how my high inhibition has screwed me up in a possible romantic relationship and what bothers me most is a friendship with a foid and the two are on this excursion.

There was already this in a previous thread where someone asked if we had had any romantic experiences or something similar. And then I told how this blonde MTB with brown eyes and a huge ass is very interested in me, it was too obvious, but my high inhibition did not allow me to move forward with her. And when she noticed my "disinterest" she ended up fucking the 5'5 ft gymcel. Which makes me think I've dodged a bullet. Thank God I'm a good Muslim who wants to wait until marriage, but sometimes I wonder what teenage love would be like and having someone to hug and make you feel a little less alone. Plus he could have fucked me and cum on a thick ass.

The other girl is the one who bothers me the most for not having tried to be a little lower in inhibition, I'm sure she had no intentions beyond friendship, she is a very adorable, classic Mediterranean girl with light brown eyes and a voice. Very sweet, she tried to socialize with me by telling me to sit with her in some class but she didn't make much conversation so it simply didn't go much further than some banal conversation. And now that she no longer goes to the gym, I don't know what to talk to her about, so I don't even greet her when I go to the same class.

I remember when literally about 10 years ago when I was still a child playing Pokémon Black for the fifteenth time this excursion was considered, I was very excited, now being almost a young adult I just want to get off at any stop and go back home to make notes or to the gym. Tl;Dnr: High inhibition is going to ruin my life and has prevented me from wonderful experiences.
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