Highschool was far more forgiving

[Jiaxi]

I started university last week

i can't even begin to explain how hard this has been for me. There’s a really large emphasis on “getting out there” at my school but from what I can tell everyone would prefer if I just left them alone.

I can’t even look at people without feeling weird and talking to new people has been almost impossible.

I want to go home I miss my parents and I don’t know what i’m doing here.

My degree is in film directing though I haven’t done any real film work yet and have been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org.

I coped with how bad school and life was with lots of drugs/experimenting this summer and since i’ve had to quit for school i’ve had no dopamine or libido.

also my roommate talks in his sleep… to me

 

[BeanCelll]

been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org

Brutal, rotting on here during class while delon mogs the entire university from a 80x68 inch monitor

 

[Jiaxi]

Brutal, rotting on here during class while delon mogs the entire university from a 80x68 inch monitor

it’s never gonna end I thought I could leave org in hs after a few slays but i’ve been here three + years and it gets worse everytime i go outside

 

[Bryce]

My brother got harassed by an extremely autistic Pajeeta at the library and apparently she was crawling around on the floor when they left

Ngl I see no reason for college whatsoever most of the people I know with degrees are just wageslave nobodies

 

[Jiaxi]

My brother got harassed by an extremely autistic Pajeeta at the library and apparently she was crawling around on the floor when they left

Ngl I see no reason for college whatsoever most of the people I know with degrees are just wageslave nobodies

I do not understand how anyone in their right mind thinks college or these “state schools” are worth the money. Everyone knows education is shit but even the social package doesn’t exist anymore, I was a loser in highschool throwing money at it didn’t change anything.