Highschool was far more forgiving

[Jiaxi]

I started university last week

i can't even begin to explain how hard this has been for me. There’s a really large emphasis on “getting out there” at my school but from what I can tell everyone would prefer if I just left them alone.

I can’t even look at people without feeling weird and talking to new people has been almost impossible.

I want to go home I miss my parents and I don’t know what i’m doing here.

My degree is in film directing though I haven’t done any real film work yet and have been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org.

I coped with how bad school and life was with lots of drugs/experimenting this summer and since i’ve had to quit for school i’ve had no dopamine or libido.

also my roommate talks in his sleep… to me

 

[BeanCelll]

been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org

Brutal, rotting on here during class while delon mogs the entire university from a 80x68 inch monitor

 

[Jiaxi]

Brutal, rotting on here during class while delon mogs the entire university from a 80x68 inch monitor

it’s never gonna end I thought I could leave org in hs after a few slays but i’ve been here three + years and it gets worse everytime i go outside

 

[Bryce]

My brother got harassed by an extremely autistic Pajeeta at the library and apparently she was crawling around on the floor when they left

Ngl I see no reason for college whatsoever most of the people I know with degrees are just wageslave nobodies

 

[Jiaxi]

My brother got harassed by an extremely autistic Pajeeta at the library and apparently she was crawling around on the floor when they left

Ngl I see no reason for college whatsoever most of the people I know with degrees are just wageslave nobodies

I do not understand how anyone in their right mind thinks college or these “state schools” are worth the money. Everyone knows education is shit but even the social package doesn’t exist anymore, I was a loser in highschool throwing money at it didn’t change anything.

 

[Jiaxi]

update I’m coping with drugs and ordered roids. been taking t breaks but tried kratom and can’t stop, so now I keep taking trips to the store to get more. I can’t put down the kratom.

 

[unkapunka]

I started university last week

i can't even begin to explain how hard this has been for me. There’s a really large emphasis on “getting out there” at my school but from what I can tell everyone would prefer if I just left them alone.

I can’t even look at people without feeling weird and talking to new people has been almost impossible.

I want to go home I miss my parents and I don’t know what i’m doing here.

My degree is in film directing though I haven’t done any real film work yet and have been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org.

I coped with how bad school and life was with lots of drugs/experimenting this summer and since i’ve had to quit for school i’ve had no dopamine or libido.

also my roommate talks in his sleep… to me

Fuck I’m sorry to hear bro, I went through this in first year, if you ever feel you want to speak you can pop me a message

 

[VirginByChoice1]

I started university last week

i can't even begin to explain how hard this has been for me. There’s a really large emphasis on “getting out there” at my school but from what I can tell everyone would prefer if I just left them alone.

I can’t even look at people without feeling weird and talking to new people has been almost impossible.

I want to go home I miss my parents and I don’t know what i’m doing here.

My degree is in film directing though I haven’t done any real film work yet and have been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org.

I coped with how bad school and life was with lots of drugs/experimenting this summer and since i’ve had to quit for school i’ve had no dopamine or libido.

also my roommate talks in his sleep… to me

Idk if this will help but there was a study of women that they put makeup on them to look like scars
And then before they left, removed the scars without telling them
And they went to job interviews
And the women reported discrimination for the scars, with some even saying comments were directed towards the scars

Anyways just, if you think people won’t like you, you’ll see it more

Just be confident theory idk

 

[eBoy_]

I started university last week

i can't even begin to explain how hard this has been for me. There’s a really large emphasis on “getting out there” at my school but from what I can tell everyone would prefer if I just left them alone.

I can’t even look at people without feeling weird and talking to new people has been almost impossible.

I want to go home I miss my parents and I don’t know what i’m doing here.

My degree is in film directing though I haven’t done any real film work yet and have been stuck watching french cinema in the back of class on .org.

I coped with how bad school and life was with lots of drugs/experimenting this summer and since i’ve had to quit for school i’ve had no dopamine or libido.

also my roommate talks in his sleep… to me

I actually did quite well in high school socially, university is a whole different league.

Indeed, it is truly unforgiving

 

[HTNGrevious]

ngas in high school judge u if u aint fucked before 14 or got a roster of 5 hoes

 

[Jiaxi]

Idk if this will help but there was a study of women that they put makeup on them to look like scars
And then before they left, removed the scars without telling them
And they went to job interviews
And the women reported discrimination for the scars, with some even saying comments were directed towards the scars

Anyways just, if you think people won’t like you, you’ll see it more

Just be confident theory idk

I agree with this, hard to see a reality you haven’t experienced, especially when with persistence

 

[Jiaxi]

ngas in high school judge u if u aint fucked before 14 or got a roster of 5 hoes

depends on the school, I lost my virginity at 17 and didn’t get judged for it, I even had other normie peers who were invol cel

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

At least there are hoes at your college. The best thing I got in my dumb engineering classes is some 5'3 MTB chink foid

 

[Jiaxi]

At least there are hoes at your college. The best thing I got in my dumb engineering classes is some 5'3 MTB chink foid

it just makes it worse to see this many people though, I agree abundance is optimal but really doesn't take the sting out of starvation.

 

[Minoxidilf]

ngas in high school judge u if u aint fucked before 14 or got a roster of 5 hoes

Jfl having a “roster” at that age just means being an orbiter for multiple girls.

 

[silently_said]

I miss rotting in HS