Honestly fumbled a 3 year small crush.

[astatin]

Didnt even do anything wrong, i was just too late to the race. She was already talking to an another guy. Dont even know what to do honestly, ig im sad but not so sad, i will probably just wait and see, i dont even know what im doing, i rejected a pretty girl yesterday for no reason at all, and a few more in the range of 2months. I crave a relationship so bad, but when i have the chance, i act like that. And to be honest about the girl that i had a small crush for 3 years, maybe its better if i dont try with her, i will most likely get hurt, and in attached already even tho i did not even talk to her more than 1day, to be real i am most likely avoidant. Maybe i just need time to work on my self.

 

[keepswimming]

You really should @ blame yourself

 

[MoggedSubhuman]

I'd be happy to even talk to a girl. Thank your lucky stars you aren't subhuman

 

[astatin]

I'd be happy to even talk to a girl. Thank your lucky stars you aren't subhuman

God made me attractive but also 5'7 and for a cherry on top gave me bad anxiety and constant panic attacks

 

[astatin]

Fuck man im genuenly sad even on meds, i shouldnt feel like that for a girl i didnt even have or even knew fuck my life genuenly

 

[Deleted member 255555]

Didnt even do anything wrong, i was just too late to the race. She was already talking to an another guy. Dont even know what to do honestly, ig im sad but not so sad, i will probably just wait and see, i dont even know what im doing, i rejected a pretty girl yesterday for no reason at all, and a few more in the range of 2months. I crave a relationship so bad, but when i have the chance, i act like that. And to be honest about the girl that i had a small crush for 3 years, maybe its better if i dont try with her, i will most likely get hurt, and in attached already even tho i did not even talk to her more than 1day, to be real i am most likely avoidant. Maybe i just need time to work on my self.

I had a similar situation I had big ass crush on some girl for a while she liked me and I didn’t do anything cause I’m to high inhib she don’t like me anymore

 

[astatin]

I had a similar situation I had big ass crush on some girl for a while she liked me and I didn’t do anything cause I’m to high inhib she don’t like me anymore

She didnt like me, i just texter her to late, she was already talking to a guy and went out today, i talked to her yesterday, i asked her how did the date go, and she replied really dry, like girl i got flowers idk what to do. genuenly want to kill my self if only i texted her a few days back..

 

[Deleted member 255555]

She didnt like me, i just texter her to late, she was already talking to a guy and went out today, i talked to her yesterday, i asked her how did the date go, and she replied really dry, like girl i got flowers idk what to do. genuenly want to kill my self if only i texted her a few days back..

It’s fine Bhai, you will find a better girl

 

[astatin]

She fucking liked my story and sent me a tiktok, i thought this was over wtf

 

[astatin]

Kms

 

[NoExit]

there is always someone else

 

[astatin]

there is always someone else

I cant even disagree with that

 

[NoExit]

I cant even disagree with that

women always have someoen taller and better looking in reserve

 

[astatin]

women always have someoen taller and better looking in reserve

In this case i would be in the reserve. But im not chosen, and most likely just seen as a friend rather than something more.