How can I anti autist maxx

[yervindog]

Can I literally make myself permanently calm and nonchalant, Im tired of the jiteryness

Genuinely can I change my brain to be way cooler

 

[yervindog]

like destroy lonely or ulquiorra, are there any drugs thatll turn me into them

 

[smokedope2016]

smoke pcp until you fall into a derealization state, so u can look nonchalant because you live your life as a spectator