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Everything i have posted here is solely satire.
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i dont mean blackpill or stuff about that. apparently i have a disorder (physical, mental or both combined idk) that impairs my memory, motor cordination, thinking, speaking, processing whats being said to me etc.
my mental status is going down the hill every fucking month for some reason. even tho i improved myself (i still do) my mental capabilities go downhill.
i also have anxiety, lately these symptoms started to become unbearable and really impair my daily life.
its not depression or some shit because i dont really feel "depressed" in anyways except the periodic "normal and healthy depressed mind state".
i suspect of autism but idgaf what it is, i just want a bit of understanding not even medicine or some sorta fix for it.
ive went and got checked for my brain couple times b4 to see if there is anything wrong with it (mri, brain scan whatever) and doc said im good.
also im not emotionally stable. what may be causing these imparing symptoms and how can i explain these to my family?
they always cope by saying that im %100 healthy and i am delusional for thinking that i have literal symptoms (they also complain that why i lose my balance, why i forget stuff but they say that im clumsy because im careless)
its not a cope im suffering yet no one wants to see that. everything that i say is my own life i live through everyday, i dont get why they dont want to admit that i need help while they literally see and understand that i got problems with certain stuff.
my mental status is going down the hill every fucking month for some reason. even tho i improved myself (i still do) my mental capabilities go downhill.
i also have anxiety, lately these symptoms started to become unbearable and really impair my daily life.
its not depression or some shit because i dont really feel "depressed" in anyways except the periodic "normal and healthy depressed mind state".
i suspect of autism but idgaf what it is, i just want a bit of understanding not even medicine or some sorta fix for it.
ive went and got checked for my brain couple times b4 to see if there is anything wrong with it (mri, brain scan whatever) and doc said im good.
also im not emotionally stable. what may be causing these imparing symptoms and how can i explain these to my family?
they always cope by saying that im %100 healthy and i am delusional for thinking that i have literal symptoms (they also complain that why i lose my balance, why i forget stuff but they say that im clumsy because im careless)
its not a cope im suffering yet no one wants to see that. everything that i say is my own life i live through everyday, i dont get why they dont want to admit that i need help while they literally see and understand that i got problems with certain stuff.
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