BrokenCharm
Ascended mulatto
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I am now in my mid twenties ( time flies ), no teenage love, two gf : one who was a ltb and who only dated me because equally attractive white men didn't want her for anything other than pump and dump ( she admitted it to her friends ) and one stacylite who I treated like shit because of redpill rage ( she was a hoe anyway )
socially mogged by people i mogged physically and intellectually in high school because of my ethnicity, treated like an option by most attractive women back in the days, abused dog syndrome, overachivement tendecies, poor mental health, struggle to be genuinely attracted to these delusional 4/10 out there, single despite my mom thinking I have two girlfriends, my social skills are getting worse and not only my friends are sub5 but they are equally dumb on a scale from 1 to 10 ( I wouldn't care if they were just ugly ) How can I cope beside money, gym and music ?
I thought lifemogging my high school friends would relieve me, but they downgraded so much I can't even see them as rivals or anything.
Even my highschool oneitis became obese and tried to talk to me ( she took the wall at literally 21 years old ). I didn't even want to reject her harshly even though she used to be an attention whore.
I miss playing sports at a high level. I hate women too much to get a girlfriend.
I feel like I'm playing a video game I hate, and I can't improve my character more than this tbh. I don't know what to do. I'm kinda sad today. No offense to people who actually have a bad life. I just don't have anyone to tell this to.
socially mogged by people i mogged physically and intellectually in high school because of my ethnicity, treated like an option by most attractive women back in the days, abused dog syndrome, overachivement tendecies, poor mental health, struggle to be genuinely attracted to these delusional 4/10 out there, single despite my mom thinking I have two girlfriends, my social skills are getting worse and not only my friends are sub5 but they are equally dumb on a scale from 1 to 10 ( I wouldn't care if they were just ugly ) How can I cope beside money, gym and music ?
I thought lifemogging my high school friends would relieve me, but they downgraded so much I can't even see them as rivals or anything.
Even my highschool oneitis became obese and tried to talk to me ( she took the wall at literally 21 years old ). I didn't even want to reject her harshly even though she used to be an attention whore.
I miss playing sports at a high level. I hate women too much to get a girlfriend.
I feel like I'm playing a video game I hate, and I can't improve my character more than this tbh. I don't know what to do. I'm kinda sad today. No offense to people who actually have a bad life. I just don't have anyone to tell this to.
