how did y all find about bp

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i'll start: back in my first hs year, the first days of september i was spotted by anyone on the school's insta account, i already knew why, at the time i can sincerely say i was mtn maybe htn, prettyboy, so the female gaze was enormous, i had 100 subs on insta b4 goin to school and in october i had 350+ composed only of girls, i was feeling so happy there, everytime i walked in school i felt like a star, everyone was watching me (at least the girl obviously), i even had game (still acted like a faggot sometimes and had 0 iq , but face matters more than anything) and slayed some htb and even a stacylite but her body was much better than her face, being single everyone asked why, and being honest my intent was only to slay. i remember one time that my friends asked me to go to a random girl on the street and ask her for a kiss, and it actually happened, or another time where my girl classmate's bf was angry at me because i was always laughing with her (we were close, yk not lovers but somewhat friends with benefits) i have so many memories i'll never foget .then, silly me, puberty arrived, and as it did, my brain DID too, unfortunately i let go my body and i ended up with 24% bf (at september i was 14%), So imagine how bad I must have felt! other than that, my coloring which was literally perfect back in september changed drastically, i ate like a subhuman and saw no sun light for months only to play videogames, soo, i later searched on tt various things on how to loose weight properly and shit, k shami came up on my feed and then i've been lurking since 2023 and only now i joined here but i also knew anything i needed before joining (no cope stuff, only real softmaxxes and roids).
oh and btw now i'm still 18% bf, not planning roids (cus of money) or cutting by now so i guess i'll never ever have my prime back and i'm so sad, wbu?