How do fellow Virgins on Org deal with suicidal thoughts? (Serious)

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Girls are making me suicidal. They don't want me.
 
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Video games
 
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Don't die alone
 
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I dont have suicidal thoughts suicidal thoughts have me
 
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Tallcell said:
Don't die alone
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I'm trying everything man. Leanmaxxing, on Hinge, fashionmaxxing, drinking vodka to be low inhib, social circle maxxing. I've been on 7 first dates and only 1 has maybe agreed to a second
 
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pprimus43 said:
This used to be one of my primary copes but even seeing female characters pisses me off now. I feel a LOT of hate
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Just kill them if the game allows you to
 
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Watching videos like this..

 
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Bump
 
Ignore them
 
I raw dog the suicidal thoughts like niggas did back in the day
 
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Panzram said:
I cope by procrastination and delusional plans for the future.
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Eventually my copes will all run out. What then? Seems like there is only one way out.
 
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pprimus43 said:
Eventually my copes will all run out. What then? Seems like there is only one way out.
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I basicaly plan to kill myself just not in a traditional way. I am working towards that goal.
 
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Panzram said:
I basicaly plan to kill myself just not in a traditional way. I am working towards that goal.
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Similiar story here. I am giving myself until 30. I will be trying everything. Next on the list is Sarmsmaxxing, SEAmaxxing and Pregablinmaxing. If everything fails we all know what the only option is left
 
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You basically become emotionally numb over time.
 
pprimus43 said:
Similiar story here. I am giving myself until 30. I will be trying everything. Next on the list is Sarmsmaxxing, SEAmaxxing and Pregablinmaxing. If everything fails we all know what the only option is left
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I am already in the end stage of that. Turning 29 this year and I honestly believe I am at the end of my rope. Life is brutal. If I could travel back in time I would go back to when I was 10 years old, since that is when I was using the internet full time and could grasp concepts like mewing and the imporatnce of nose brathing and oral health. And I would be able to save myself. But like this its over.
 
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pprimus43 said:
I'm becoming more emotionally volatile if anything
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I also had episodes like that where I basically wanted to go crazy.

But once you realize that life is a joke, you stop feeling anything.
 
Panzram said:
I am already in the end stage of that. Turning 29 this year and I honestly believe I am at the end of my rope. Life is brutal. If I could travel back in time I would go back to when I was 10 years old, since that is when I was using the internet full time and could grasp concepts like mewing and the imporatnce of nose brathing and oral health. And I would be able to save myself. But like this its over.
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Sorry Bhai, I have no words to comfort you. Whatever you choose to do, please don't blame yourself too much.
 
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Clown Show said:
I also had episodes like that where I basically wanted to go crazy.

But once you realize that life is a joke, you stop feeling anything.
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Life is far from a joke though. It's possibly the only thing I will ever experience, and to never experience foid attraction in life is a crime that I cannot forgive
 
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pprimus43 said:
Sorry Bhai, I have no words to comfort you. Whatever you choose to do, please don't blame yourself too much.
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No words needed nor can they help. I don't blame anyone anymore really. Sometimes I blame my parents but I know its not their fault either. If they knew better they would have done so. If I had a son he would never suffer the same fate as me. At least not when it comes to health and propper facial development. The rest like his autism or what not I could not help.
 
pprimus43 said:
Girls are making me suicidal. They don't want me.
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I genuinely dont care about girls. I often think about how my life has come to turn out this way (from my appearance, skills, wasted opportunities to social life etc.), what I wanted to do when I was younger, how its too late for a lot of things and how many years ive wasted because of my mental and physical health along with subhuman living conditions my parents put me in.
 
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Michelangelo said:
I genuinely dont care about girls. I often think about how my life has come to turn out this way (from my appearance, skills, wasted opportunities to social life etc.), what I wanted to do when I was younger, how its too late for a lot of things and how many years ive wasted because of my mental and physical health along with subhuman living conditions my parents put me in.
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I wish I could just not care. But I have sexual desires that need to be fulfilled. For me love and sex are a need. If I don't get it I am going to react in a not very friendly way
 
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Life is far from a joke though. It's possibly the only thing I will ever experience, and to never experience foid attraction in life is a crime that I cannot forgive
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Most of the life, if not the entirety of it, is completely outside of our control.
 
I go to work when I finish I go home and play video games until about 10pm have a wank fall asleep then repeat the cycle every day
 
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pprimus43 said:
What job?
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My best advice to you is to get a job and work long hours to fill the void so you don’t think about anything else
 
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pprimus43 said:
I wish I could just not care. But I have sexual desires that need to be fulfilled. For me love and sex are a need. If I don't get it I am going to react in a not very friendly way
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I agree and i also used to think about that and relationships a lot too. I think it might be because i might have an hormonal imbalance (im getting more bloodtests in couple weeks), but I dont think about having a sexual intercorse with a woman, especially with the idea that I will never find a virgin (like me) woman that will not be in love with me and will judge me in everything. But putting all that aside i see relationships and sex as much less important things in life and i still want to do stuff or die
 
Drinking
 
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21. Being KV at this age is pure suffering
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I think you should just accept inceldom. Honestly I think I got lucky when I was younger but after 19 it got a lot more difficult for me.
 
im genuinely closer than ive ever been
 
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pprimus43 said:
21. Being KV at this age is pure suffering
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why do you even live? All the girls your age has prob been used. Plus you’re entering the age where you have to wageslave to survive.
 
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Ctrozo said:
why do you even live? All the girls your age has prob been used. Plus you’re entering the age where you have to wageslave to survive.
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Well that’s a good question. Most people in my situation have already roped. For me I’ll stick it out in my 20s and if 30 rolls around with nothing it’s time for ER
 
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我需要阴部 said:
I think you should just accept inceldom. Honestly I think I got lucky when I was younger but after 19 it got a lot more difficult for me.
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I can never accept it. Either fight against it or fight against the world before roping
 
the only time i had suicidal thoughts recently was when i was recovering from a hangover from coke and liquor. it was so shit that i just wanted to die. i knew it was going to pass at some point and then i am normal again. can't wait to do it again.
 
dont try to avoid it, your brain is allowing you a way out instead of suffering.

why wouldnt you take it?

dont keep yourself alive just to become a wageslave for society.

most people have 0 empathy for what we have to go through
 
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