ElySioNs
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30 M not F he is my boyfriend it's a typo
I care about my boyfriend very much. He is wonderful in every way, intelligent and kind, hard working and funny, and his body is very attractive.
Except we got naked together for the first time on Thanksgiving and uhhhh. His equipment makes me kind of nauseous. It's not a hygiene issue. It's not a circumcision issue although uncut is new for me. It's not a size issue, I'd say he is average and also I do not care about that.
It's this like... skin tag. Or like a skin bubble. And it's huge. And you can definitely feel it. I managed to persevere through the manual encounter (I'm trying not to get censored sorry for the weird language). But I cannot imagine having this thing in my mouth or body without feeling a little sick. And it's not at the base or anything it's right there on the underside fairly high up.
It's been many days and I can still feel the texture on my tongue if I think about it.
I don't want to hurt his feelings. He really is incredible and if at all possible I'd like to stay together. Also I don't want to look down on someone for something that they can't help that they've had since childhood.
But I also don't want to have a permanently unsatisfying sex life. This isn't a disease or a season of life I can just ride out with him. I'm staring down the barrel of having sex that grosses me out until the day I die, if I stay.
I want to stress that I find every single other thing about his mind, voice, body, demeanor, looks, etc very attractive.
How can I talk to him about this? Do you think any guy with this would ever agree to wear a silicone sleeve or something? How do I keep from hurting him or his self confidence? I hate myself for not being able to control my feelings.
UPDATE: I talked to him and he said he would do STD testing but knows nothing about what it actually is. That his parents told him not to worry and that he hasn't been seen for it as an adult. HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW OR CARE MY DUDE! COLONEL CORN KERNEL SIR, PLEASE!
Also after reading all these comments for hours upon hours and wanting to defend him and wishing it didn't bother me and just wanting to be with him and be happy I have concluded 2 things: 1. I am stupid and 2. I'm in love.
I care about my boyfriend very much. He is wonderful in every way, intelligent and kind, hard working and funny, and his body is very attractive.
Except we got naked together for the first time on Thanksgiving and uhhhh. His equipment makes me kind of nauseous. It's not a hygiene issue. It's not a circumcision issue although uncut is new for me. It's not a size issue, I'd say he is average and also I do not care about that.
It's this like... skin tag. Or like a skin bubble. And it's huge. And you can definitely feel it. I managed to persevere through the manual encounter (I'm trying not to get censored sorry for the weird language). But I cannot imagine having this thing in my mouth or body without feeling a little sick. And it's not at the base or anything it's right there on the underside fairly high up.
It's been many days and I can still feel the texture on my tongue if I think about it.
I don't want to hurt his feelings. He really is incredible and if at all possible I'd like to stay together. Also I don't want to look down on someone for something that they can't help that they've had since childhood.
But I also don't want to have a permanently unsatisfying sex life. This isn't a disease or a season of life I can just ride out with him. I'm staring down the barrel of having sex that grosses me out until the day I die, if I stay.
I want to stress that I find every single other thing about his mind, voice, body, demeanor, looks, etc very attractive.
How can I talk to him about this? Do you think any guy with this would ever agree to wear a silicone sleeve or something? How do I keep from hurting him or his self confidence? I hate myself for not being able to control my feelings.
UPDATE: I talked to him and he said he would do STD testing but knows nothing about what it actually is. That his parents told him not to worry and that he hasn't been seen for it as an adult. HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW OR CARE MY DUDE! COLONEL CORN KERNEL SIR, PLEASE!
Also after reading all these comments for hours upon hours and wanting to defend him and wishing it didn't bother me and just wanting to be with him and be happy I have concluded 2 things: 1. I am stupid and 2. I'm in love.
women nasty to talk about this stuff
