how do i deal with the crushing weight of loneliness

[Cannoedskulled]

no i’m not gonna inject fucking horse semen into my veins, i’m fine with like strong ssri’s but i seriously can’t stand any of this anymore, i sit alone at lunch trying to be as far away from as many people as possible so i don’t get that social stigma of “alone person = weird” im not weird, they are. its been fine, i just tell myself that its all in the name for the body i sculpt and the knowledge i gain but after booking a ticket to prom because my mother forced me to it’s all collapsed, i have no memories of the past 2 years of highschool, im only talked to for homework and i only talk to answer questions, i dont want to become some socializing demon but just forget about how lonely or the stress my body is actually going through, if thats possible.

cant wait to see all dnr’s

 

[griff1234]

no i’m not gonna inject fucking horse semen into my veins, i’m fine with like strong ssri’s but i seriously can’t stand any of this anymore, i sit alone at lunch trying to be as far away from as many people as possible so i don’t get that social stigma of “alone person = weird” im not weird, they are. its been fine, i just tell myself that its all in the name for the body i sculpt and the knowledge i gain but after booking a ticket to prom because my mother forced me to it’s all collapsed, i have no memories of the past 2 years of highschool, im only talked to for homework and i only talk to answer questions, i dont want to become some socializing demon but just forget about how lonely or the stress my body is actually going through, if thats possible.

cant wait to see all dnr’s

Half dnr cuz im tired. Just go up to a foid and talk to her who cares if it tanks ur repuatation its better to do that than try be some cool loner

 

[Cannoedskulled]

Half dnr cuz im tired. Just go up to a foid and talk to her who cares if it tanks ur repuatation its better to do that than try be some cool loner

it’s either cool loner or alone weird kid who tried to talk to that girl

 

[griff1234]

it’s either cool loner or alone weird kid who tried to talk to that girl

At least u try

 

[BlackFag]

it’s either cool loner or alone weird kid who tried to talk to that girl

just do it nigga
go up to some foid talk
then leave

yeah its embarassing but its the first step