How do i fix my negative aura

[pyth0n]

ok so as a kid i acted really NT up until age 12 and was just a legitimate fucking corn ball and im 16 now and still struggling to fix it. Its been 3 fucking years and my normie friends that knew me since i was little bring up embarrasing things i did but would avoid me until some point in time where something clicked in my head almost like it was just a phase and stopped being corny , cringy embarrasing whatever weird kid flair you wanna associate (maybe it was just growing up, but no kid acted so retarded). I never went to a shrink and i dont think i will ever go see one. also i cant cope because i live in a small town. Fuck my chud life. also i got into trouble all the time if any shrinkcels want to try shooting their shot at whats wrong with me or was whatever

 

[ChickenJockey]

You were just a kid

 

[ChickenJockey]

I farted into my father's microphone during a meeting. I don't think you were any dumber than me

 

[pyth0n]

I farted into my father's microphone during a meeting. I don't think you were any dumber than me

when i was 12 i bought a taser and tased some random nigger that laughed at me once

 

[ChickenJockey]

tased some random nigger

Why is that bad?

 

[pyth0n]

You were just a kid

people still think im autistic

 

[pyth0n]

Why is that bad?

normies dont like that chud they will avoid you

 

[ChickenJockey]

You need to change your society. Meeting new people, it's a good skill

 

[pyth0n]

You need to change your society. Meeting new people, it's a good skill

geopill (small town) also where the fuck am i supposed to go to a autistic nazis convention i mean its basically this forum but yeah

 

[ChickenJockey]

Try to find some discord server. Definitely not about blackpill or any other shit

 

[pyth0n]

geopill (small town) also where the fuck am i supposed to go to a autistic nazis convention i mean its basically this forum but yeah

when i turn i plan to move to one of the biggest cities near me for med school

 

[pyth0n]

Try to find some discord server. Definitely not about blackpill or any other shit

but what about you know real life, normie stuff like parties hangouts gymcelling together (ermm, cortisol spike )

 

[pentaChad_doomer]

ok so as a kid i acted really NT up until age 12 and was just a legitimate fucking corn ball and im 16 now and still struggling to fix it. Its been 3 fucking years and my normie friends that knew me since i was little bring up embarrasing things i did but would avoid me until some point in time where something clicked in my head almost like it was just a phase and stopped being corny , cringy embarrasing whatever weird kid flair you wanna associate (maybe it was just growing up, but no kid acted so retarded). I never went to a shrink and i dont think i will ever go see one. also i cant cope because i live in a small town. Fuck my chud life. also i got into trouble all the time if any shrinkcels want to try shooting their shot at whats wrong with me or was whatever

Your aura’s negative ‘cause you move like a depressed NPC in a world full of final bosses

 

[pentaChad_doomer]

Your aura’s negative ‘cause you move like a depressed NPC in a world full of final bosses

You give off “don’t talk to me” energy ‘cause deep down you don’t even believe you’re worth talking to

 

[pyth0n]

Your aura’s negative ‘cause you move like a depressed NPC in a world full of final bosses

what does this mean im slow, i dont vent irl because anything you say will be used against you

 

[pyth0n]

You give off “don’t talk to me” energy ‘cause deep down you don’t even believe you’re worth talking to

its not that, i have a girlfriend and friends and all that normie stuff but it still haunts me

 

[ChickenJockey]

but what about you know real life, normie stuff like parties hangouts gymcelling together (ermm, cortisol spike )

That's very good. You'll feel better

 

[pyth0n]

its not that, i have a girlfriend and friends and all that normie stuff but it still haunts me

and the friends i can make is limited because they think im like retarded or something lmao idk?? like they cant believe i have a life now

 

[badorb]

ok so as a kid i acted really NT up until age 12 and was just a legitimate fucking corn ball and im 16 now and still struggling to fix it. Its been 3 fucking years and my normie friends that knew me since i was little bring up embarrasing things i did but would avoid me until some point in time where something clicked in my head almost like it was just a phase and stopped being corny , cringy embarrasing whatever weird kid flair you wanna associate (maybe it was just growing up, but no kid acted so retarded). I never went to a shrink and i dont think i will ever go see one. also i cant cope because i live in a small town. Fuck my chud life. also i got into trouble all the time if any shrinkcels want to try shooting their shot at whats wrong with me or was whatever

dont be a bitch and do some shit if they something too you.

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

geopill (small town) also where the fuck am i supposed to go to a autistic nazis convention i mean its basically this forum but yeah

Either you got those autistic nazi friends irl, or you don't. I somehow found 3 friends who are actually radically right wing, each one of their own flavor, and they all listen to death metal and play paradox map games. So guess which sorta people you gotta fw to find your type of people