How do i fraud neurotypicality?

[MorrocanFarmer]

Anybody knows what can i take to stop revealing my neurodivergency to others and be able to have small talk with people.
When i meet new people, everything is going ok, but with time my NT mask is always coming off even when i try to keep it.
I heard vyvanse help ADHDcels, but i need something that can mask my mild form of autism.
After frauding NT manually for sometime, i just experience burnout and i freak out.

 

[слон]

just ascend and then the foids will love that your ND and say youre "just a silly guy"

nah fr tho the truth is you only have to fraud NT in the every beginning of social interactions. once youre in a circle with people with common interests you can slowly take the mask off and theyll all fw it because they know you and like you already. most people act really ND with their friends they just have to get past the first icebreaker where everyone always frauds NT and engages in meaningless small talk

 

[MorrocanFarmer]

just ascend and then the foids will love that your ND and say youre "just a silly guy"

nah fr tho the truth is you only have to fraud NT in the every beginning of social interactions. once youre in a circle with people with common interests you can slowly take the mask off and theyll all fw it because they know you and like you already. most people act really ND with their friends they just have to get past the first icebreaker where everyone always frauds NT and engages in meaningless small talk

Unfortunetaly thats not a case at all, atleast for me and other NDcels i know. I get into a group, everything is going fine and after 1 month max, i become a scapegoat of a whole group and bottom of the barrel of every joke. Im not even super autistic or smth.
I thought about weed or other drug that would make me more prone of having a small talk.

 

[слон]

bottom of the barrel of every joke

im sorry to hear that bro, i know what it feels like. i hope you find a group of people like you so they understand you and you dont have to fraud. dont start weed, its a gateway drug i know plenty of addicts and a couple of guys who ended up being addicted to even worse shit. theres hope for you somewhere twin and its not hidden behind recreational drugs.

 

[Buddyboyo2]

Just stfu and only speak when your spoken to or u have something important u have to get off your mind

 

[true ænglo]

pre drinks and faking confidence

 

[Buddyboyo2]

I myself have adhd too and meds for it, i was ND last year but i learned to not speak about it. Being ND becomes harder everyday because looksmaxing is going mainstream

 

[MorrocanFarmer]

I myself have adhd too and meds for it, i was ND last year but i learned to not speak about it. Being ND becomes harder everyday because looksmaxing is going mainstream

What meds did doctor prescribed to you?

 

[Buddyboyo2]

An intermediate-acting methylphenidate formulation, where 50% is released immediately and the remaining 50% is released about 4 hours later. i dont remember the brand