
JustTakeColdShowers
Iron
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I’ve literally had chances to hook up when I was really young, like multiple times, but I always pussied out and ended up trolling the shit out of the girls with outlandish lies. Had multiple dates with different HTBs and I would get so nervous I told them I was addicted to sniffing glue or I smoked meth and was homeless. Like what the actual fuck is wrong with me, How the hell do I stop self-sabotaging like this
in the moment its usually really funny but then I remember months later that it was weird asf and embarrassing like once I got super high on 2 joints and was replaying the memories in my head and this wave of shame washed all over my body and I genuinely felt like the weirdest faggot that's ever existed in history ever, last time a girl was really into me not super long ago but still a while I told her she should get checked out for fetal alcohol syndrome and she got super insecure
in the moment its usually really funny but then I remember months later that it was weird asf and embarrassing like once I got super high on 2 joints and was replaying the memories in my head and this wave of shame washed all over my body and I genuinely felt like the weirdest faggot that's ever existed in history ever, last time a girl was really into me not super long ago but still a while I told her she should get checked out for fetal alcohol syndrome and she got super insecure