How do I get the motivation to fix my life ?

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I lack any sort of motivation, due to years of negative reinforcement with everything I’ve tried, and now here I am, 19 years old not in education, employment or training, low mtn whilst being 20% body fat, bloated af due to my whatever diet and I haven’t done the most basic normiecore softmaxxes like getting a good hairstyle since idk wtf would suit me and I’ve got ptsd at this point from barbers fucking my shit up. To top it all off I can’t cope with porn and vidya anymore, I’ve become jaded.

Anyone here actually manage to sort themselves out despite the odds being stacked against you ?
 
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ain’t nobody gonna motivate you bro - just enjoy looking at Chad fuck your crush.
 
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U said u were a ltn

Did u ascend?
 
dude imma be honest gtfo this site stop being so black pill and dare i say it go gym and fix your diet get an actual cut dont be a fucking coomer that just rots on .org bro please
 
mirin hard brah
1725649228081

did u take this pic :feelsohh:
 
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dude imma be honest gtfo this site stop being so black pill and dare i say it go gym and fix your diet get an actual cut dont be a fucking coomer that just rots on .org bro please
The thing with just leaving org is, I’m just gonna rot on telegram/discord/youtube/4chan instead, since I don’t have anything else to do but rot, no friends, no gf none of that, it’s advice which only works for NT normies which find this website
 
dude imma be honest gtfo this site stop being so black pill and dare i say it go gym and fix your diet get an actual cut dont be a fucking coomer that just rots on .org bro please
Ur 14 u don’t know shit please stfu
 
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I lack any sort of motivation, due to years of negative reinforcement with everything I’ve tried, and now here I am, 19 years old not in education, employment or training, low mtn whilst being 20% body fat, bloated af due to my whatever diet and I haven’t done the most basic normiecore softmaxxes like getting a good hairstyle since idk wtf would suit me and I’ve got ptsd at this point from barbers fucking my shit up. To top it all off I can’t cope with porn and vidya anymore, I’ve become jaded.

Anyone here actually manage to sort themselves out despite the odds being stacked against you ?
Just change your bone structure and get modelling agencies swarming you bro. Then you can grind and hustle like Meeks.
 
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tbh i dont even know atp, like id tell you but im also thinking about that myself, i just continue doing what i do because i have no goal to achieve, i literally am just living, no dreams, no goals, no nothing

my motivation in the gym has run out; i just diet, workout, rest properly etc because its the only hobby that i have

my oneitis got a bf because i never approached her; lost my will to try to win her over and got cucked by a low mtn

i have no point of going to school since ill just die soon; but i still go

i dont know why im improving, ill rope soon anyway so it doesnt matter, tbh ignore my schizo ramblings, improve or rot forever
 
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Just eat like a monster!
Get big,get girls.
 

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The thing with just leaving org is, I’m just gonna rot on telegram/discord/youtube/4chan instead, since I don’t have anything else to do but rot, no friends, no gf none of that, it’s advice which only works for NT normies which find this website
man i feel ya, was depressed for over a year and now recovering tbh i think you need to fix your mental health by stop rotting on the internet so much fix yo diet (shit diet fucks your mental) listen man you have to un fuck your life NOW
 
BRO YOUR 14??? HOW BADLY ARE THESE POOR KIDS GETTING BULLIED TO ROT ON HERE
ahhahahahaahha, nah im just killing time used to be depressed but now recovering
 
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ahhahahahaahha, nah im just killing time used to be depressed but now recovering
I’m just messing with you dude, just be super careful not to let stuff rot you on here. I know you’ve heard this all before but I wish I learnt that lesson at your age, now I’m rotting here lol.
 
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dude imma be honest gtfo this site stop being so black pill and dare i say it go gym and fix your diet get an actual cut dont be a fucking coomer that just rots on .org bro please
Shut up
 
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I’m just messing with you dude, just be super careful not to let stuff rot on here. I know you’ve heard this all before but I wish I learnt that lesson at your age, now I’m rotting here lol.
really really true, after school starts and i get to slaying wont even be here
 
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I’m going to cope with psychedelics and other drugs to see if it will help me. I’m in the exact same situation and I have easy access to these things so it’s worth a try
 
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I’m going to cope with psychedelics and other drugs to see if it will help me. I’m in the exact same situation and I have easy access to these things so it’s worth a try
Let me know how it works so I can hallucinate muh dream life.
 
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Use past humiliations and failures as fuel, a churn that keeps the fire spiraling. If you study the most obsessed & dedicated men in their respective craft, you'll see a strong pattern in their work ethic and shortcomings. I'm a basketball nerd, so I'll use Kobe Bryant as an example. Kobe airballed 4 times in a playoff game which led to him and his team getting eliminated from title contention. The following morning he locked himself in the gym shooting for hours and hours with no end in sight. Got ridiculed for your looks while growing up? Look back at every experience in vivid detail and note how you felt. Do you want this to happen again? Obviously not. Keep your softmaxxing consistent. Every little thing adds up, it's like pushing a snowball uphill: each push makes the ball bigger. And if you stop pushing, you'll roll back to the bottom of the hill with an even heavier bigger ball. You got limited time before the ball becomes too heavy and big to push

Think what if? The future is always uncertain, it is very unpredictable and harsh. But it becomes very predictable if you do the same shit everyday and compile regrets & wasted time each day. What if you didn't get that job because you applied too late? What if in five years you're stuck in a limbo getting declined job opportunities over and over because you didn't apply yourself while studying? Think what if

And compare yourself to your peers and your self from yesterday. "Comparison is the thief of joy" has some merit, but is mostly bullshit because you'll always be competing against other men in any given field. Every man thrives and becomes a much better version of themselves when in a competitive environment. You'll always be held accountable. Messi and Ronaldo have unknowingly benefited each other than any of their teammates did
 
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Bump to masters Trap house
 
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Use past humiliations and failures as fuel, a churn that keeps the fire spiraling. If you study the most obsessed & dedicated men in their respective craft, you'll see a strong pattern in their work ethic and shortcomings. I'm a basketball nerd, so I'll use Kobe Bryant as an example. Kobe airballed 4 times in a playoff game which led to him and his team getting eliminated from title contention. The following morning he locked himself in the gym shooting for hours and hours with no end in sight. Got ridiculed for your looks while growing up? Look back at every experience in vivid detail and note how you felt. Do you want this to happen again? Obviously not. Keep your softmaxxing consistent. Every little thing adds up, it's like pushing a snowball uphill: each push makes the ball bigger. And if you stop pushing, you'll roll back to the bottom of the hill with an even heavier bigger ball. You got limited time before the ball becomes too heavy and big to push

Think what if? The future is always uncertain, it is very unpredictable and harsh. But it becomes very predictable if you do the same shit everyday and compile regrets & wasted time each day. What if you didn't get that job because you applied too late? What if in five years you're stuck in a limbo getting declined job opportunities over and over because you didn't apply yourself while studying? Think what if

And compare yourself to your peers and your self from yesterday. "Comparison is the thief of joy" has some merit, but is mostly bullshit because you'll always be competing against other men in any given field. Every man thrives and becomes a much better version of themselves when in a competitive environment. You'll always be held accountable. Messi and Ronaldo have unknowingly benefited each other than any of their teammates did
How do you turn people avoiding you and not wanting to talk to you into fuel to be super motivated and do shit ?
 
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Use past humiliations and failures as fuel, a churn that keeps the fire spiraling. If you study the most obsessed & dedicated men in their respective craft, you'll see a strong pattern in their work ethic and shortcomings. I'm a basketball nerd, so I'll use Kobe Bryant as an example. Kobe airballed 4 times in a playoff game which led to him and his team getting eliminated from title contention. The following morning he locked himself in the gym shooting for hours and hours with no end in sight. Got ridiculed for your looks while growing up? Look back at every experience in vivid detail and note how you felt. Do you want this to happen again? Obviously not. Keep your softmaxxing consistent. Every little thing adds up, it's like pushing a snowball uphill: each push makes the ball bigger. And if you stop pushing, you'll roll back to the bottom of the hill with an even heavier bigger ball. You got limited time before the ball becomes too heavy and big to push

Think what if? The future is always uncertain, it is very unpredictable and harsh. But it becomes very predictable if you do the same shit everyday and compile regrets & wasted time each day. What if you didn't get that job because you applied too late? What if in five years you're stuck in a limbo getting declined job opportunities over and over because you didn't apply yourself while studying? Think what if

And compare yourself to your peers and your self from yesterday. "Comparison is the thief of joy" has some merit, but is mostly bullshit because you'll always be competing against other men in any given field. Every man thrives and becomes a much better version of themselves when in a competitive environment. You'll always be held accountable. Messi and Ronaldo have unknowingly benefited each other than any of their teammates did
what the schizo
 
How do you turn people avoiding you and not wanting to talk to you into fuel to be super motivated and do shit ?
How do you get people to worship you with autism as well? Would like to know, teehee
 
How do you turn people avoiding you and not wanting to talk to you into fuel to be super motivated and do shit ?
You experienced what it is to be an outcast; an abused nigger dog who'll regularly get ignored, and scolded at if you miraculously received any attention

Those same people who ignored you would make up stories & tales how they treated nicely if you become successful. Those pitchforks and flaming torches of hatred suddenly become flashing cameras and pen & paper for autographs once people make it. It's human nature to leech off the successful

Point is you got more reason and urgency to climb to the top because you experienced rock bottom. Don't use a rope to end it, use that rope to help you climb.
 
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You experienced what it is to be an outcast; an abused nigger dog who'll regularly get ignored, and scolded at if you miraculously received any attention

Those same people who ignored you would make up stories & tales how they treated nicely if you become successful. Those pitchforks and flaming torches of hatred suddenly become flashing cameras and pen & paper for autographs once people make it. It's human nature to leech off the successful

Point is you got more reason and urgency to climb to the top because you experienced rock bottom. Don't use a rope to end it, use that rope to help you climb.
But, will it be enough ? Even if I do reach htn looks let’s just say, by the time I do it I’ll be in my late 20s and I still have autism, I just don’t know man
 
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But, will it be enough ? Even if I do reach htn looks let’s just say, by the time I do it I’ll be in my late 20s and I still have autism, I just don’t know man
Better late than never, brother

Think of yourself as a man undergoing starvation: that HTN looks in your late 20s is a plate of delicious food that'll save you from starving to death. Fruits of ones labour becomes more sweet the longer he goes without any fruit at all.
 
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I lack any sort of motivation, due to years of negative reinforcement with everything I’ve tried, and now here I am, 19 years old not in education, employment or training, low mtn whilst being 20% body fat, bloated af due to my whatever diet and I haven’t done the most basic normiecore softmaxxes like getting a good hairstyle since idk wtf would suit me and I’ve got ptsd at this point from barbers fucking my shit up. To top it all off I can’t cope with porn and vidya anymore, I’ve become jaded.

Anyone here actually manage to sort themselves out despite the odds being stacked against you ?
get a job but only work 20-30 hours. it makes u stop rotting bit u still got enough time to pursue the meaningful things in life like gymmaxxing and slaying.
 
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get a job but only work 20-30 hours. it makes u stop rotting bit u still got enough time to pursue the meaningful things in life like gymmaxxing and slaying.
>slayjng

Yeah I wish
 
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I'm in a similar boat, 19 and rotting in Community College. I quit my goyslop job to look for something IT related since I got some certs in HS but no one responded to me. The base problem for me is a combination of sensitivity and apathy; I feel indifferent to the motions that dictate my day and the cumulative failures in taking action, but the moment I zoom out and start thinking about my life and its progression, I can't help but feel overwhelming sadness for the state that I am currently in; what exactly went wrong, why was I so powerless in certain situations, why I am such a failure when I was set up from the top to succeed.
Something I've been working on is a ragefuel document. The main problem at hand for me is defaulting to sadness instead of anger when I don't get what I want. The one time I took agency in my life and beat some bitches up for stealing my fucking ball I got scolded and berated. I would always lose in fights growing up and I was fat and weak, the only time I would get validation was when I jestermaxxed. I am the epitome of an abused dog. I wish I lashed out when I had the chance, when I was still in school and there were no reprucussions, or a slap on the wrist at most. Now those painful memories ruminate constantly and I have no form of catharsis. Some fucker in Middle School assaulted people with a broom on the fucking bus and I got the same exact punishment for doing an assignment but forgetting to paraphrase the answer from the site we were using or some shit, idk it was for some stupid ass reason. The only friends I had throughout High School were on this Discord server, and they revealed their true normie selves and excommunicated me because they wanted to """reform""". Now it's just an inner circle of me and two other degens.
I have excerpts of my jestermaxxing antics, pictures of normies that gave me shit and ended up much better off than me, examples of all my wasted time and failures. I usually go on these diatribes on Discord that embody this feeling of anguish so I've been searching for those and posting them in it. The few times I feel genuine anger I am unstoppable, so I am trying to make that my default state. Maybe roids are the only way to make it permanent but idk I'll try this first
Another problem is none of my actions culminated into anything. Every single thing I have done to improve myself was to no avail. I get so close to having my efforts finally realized only for me to drop the ball. The only hope I have to ascend is to moneymaxx young so I can buy surgeries and pass them off as my face "maturing" or finally going balls deep into leanmaxxing.
The one speck of lifefuel I gain from all of this is knowing that most of the people that bullied me are only MTN at most (maybe HTN for some), albeit well socially adjusted. I know that I will never be able to turn back the hands of time and be a socially adjusted normie in high school that got to experience teen love, but at least they aren't complete slayers.
And remember, that having it worse off doesn't negate your responsibility to improve. Of course people will get vastly different results from the same amount of work, but everyone intrinsically knows the best move on the board and it's not to keep doing the shit that lead you down this path.
Ultimately it's your life and no one can fix it but you.
They pushed me down this path of loneliness and despair. But no one will heed to my cries. Vengeance is the only solution
 
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dude imma be honest gtfo this site stop being so black pill and dare i say it go gym and fix your diet get an actual cut dont be a fucking coomer that just rots on .org bro please
 
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I'm in a similar boat, 19 and rotting in Community College. I quit my goyslop job to look for something IT related since I got some certs in HS but no one responded to me. The base problem for me is a combination of sensitivity and apathy; I feel indifferent to the motions that dictate my day and the cumulative failures in taking action, but the moment I zoom out and start thinking about my life and its progression, I can't help but feel overwhelming sadness for the state that I am currently in; what exactly went wrong, why was I so powerless in certain situations, why I am such a failure when I was set up from the top to succeed.
Something I've been working on is a ragefuel document. The main problem at hand for me is defaulting to sadness instead of anger when I don't get what I want. The one time I took agency in my life and beat some bitches up for stealing my fucking ball I got scolded and berated. I would always lose in fights growing up and I was fat and weak, the only time I would get validation was when I jestermaxxed. I am the epitome of an abused dog. I wish I lashed out when I had the chance, when I was still in school and there were no reprucussions, or a slap on the wrist at most. Now those painful memories ruminate constantly and I have no form of catharsis. Some fucker in Middle School assaulted people with a broom on the fucking bus and I got the same exact punishment for doing an assignment but forgetting to paraphrase the answer from the site we were using or some shit, idk it was for some stupid ass reason. The only friends I had throughout High School were on this Discord server, and they revealed their true normie selves and excommunicated me because they wanted to """reform""". Now it's just an inner circle of me and two other degens.
I have excerpts of my jestermaxxing antics, pictures of normies that gave me shit and ended up much better off than me, examples of all my wasted time and failures. I usually go on these diatribes on Discord that embody this feeling of anguish so I've been searching for those and posting them in it. The few times I feel genuine anger I am unstoppable, so I am trying to make that my default state. Maybe roids are the only way to make it permanent but idk I'll try this first
Another problem is none of my actions culminated into anything. Every single thing I have done to improve myself was to no avail. I get so close to having my efforts finally realized only for me to drop the ball. The only hope I have to ascend is to moneymaxx young so I can buy surgeries and pass them off as my face "maturing" or finally going balls deep into leanmaxxing.
The one speck of lifefuel I gain from all of this is knowing that most of the people that bullied me are only MTN at most (maybe HTN for some), albeit well socially adjusted. I know that I will never be able to turn back the hands of time and be a socially adjusted normie in high school that got to experience teen love, but at least they aren't complete slayers.
And remember, that having it worse off doesn't negate your responsibility to improve. Of course people will get vastly different results from the same amount of work, but everyone intrinsically knows the best move on the board and it's not to keep doing the shit that lead you down this path.
Ultimately it's your life and no one can fix it but you.
They pushed me down this path of loneliness and despair. But no one will heed to my cries. Vengeance is the only solution
Mirin bhai, I too wish I had that vigor in me, but yeah … it’s too late
 
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Mirin bhai, I too wish I had that vigor in me, but yeah … it’s too late
 
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