How do I keep going?

[qwerty1234567890]

I'm 5'10 (just bought 2 inch height extensions, with that I'll be around 6') and mmtn, maybe hmtn on a good day. I go to uni where around 10% are girls and there are a ton of mtns and even a couple of htns. Also there is a guy who looks like Archie, but has worse features overall, still he is at least mhtn. The problem is that almost all of them height mog me. I was sub5 during my teenage years, so there was no teenage love for me. The weird thing is that some girls still messaged me back then, but I was really anxious around them, so I mostly ignored them, since I didn't know what to say. I think these interactions were my last chance to not becoming a fucking incel. I've been thinking about roping because my daily life is just a cycle of loneliness and hardship. I'll graduate then what? Work a shitty 9-5 just to eventually die. The more I live, the more I realise that ts isn't for me. I'm not motivated and I'm not interested in anything. As time goes on everyone finds someone except some trash like me. What should motivate me to keep going?

 

[Clqs]

 

[cooIguy]

hit the gym
find some friends to spend time with
you'll be good

 

[qwerty1234567890]

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Fuck ts. They can fraud with makeup, then I'll fraud with extensions.

 

[qwerty1234567890]

hit the gym
find some friends to spend time with
you'll be good

I have a decent physique, I have a kinda visible 6pack. I cut down like 7kgs, since I got too bulky. I don't wanna become a gymcel. I also think that a leaner somewhat muscular body has more appeal then a really big one with much more muscle. But why should I keep going?

 

[qwerty1234567890]

Bump

 

[qwerty1234567890]

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[qwerty1234567890]

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[qwerty1234567890]

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[qwerty1234567890]

Bump

 

[cooIguy]

I have a decent physique, I have a kinda visible 6pack. I cut down like 7kgs, since I got too bulky. I don't wanna become a gymcel. I also think that a leaner somewhat muscular body has more appeal then a really big one with much more muscle. But why should I keep going?

so you can easily find a girl man
5'11 mtn with six pack have decent smv

 

[qwerty1234567890]

so you can easily find a girl man
5'11 mtn with six pack have decent smv

I get that somwhat, but where? There are almost no girls where I'm currently at, since it's engineering and in clubs only tall guys succeed.

 

[cooIguy]

and in clubs only tall guys succeed.

cap

 

[qwerty1234567890]

cap

Sure

 

[SoundnVision]

Yeah that's life fella get used to it

 

[qwerty1234567890]

Yeah that's life fella get used to it

So then why would anyone want to live in this fuckass place? They live so they don't die or what?

 

[SoundnVision]

So then why would anyone want to live in this fuckass place? They live so they don't die or what?

Just get hobbies and copes.
Try roiding up and getting to 10%

 

[aegon31]

I mean uni is not known to be short mtn friendly yh (where tf do you live to be considered short at 5'10) so yh you kinda missed yr chance at love with those girls back then. not much you can do abt it

 

[qwerty1234567890]

I mean uni is not known to be short mtn friendly yh (where tf do you live to be considered short at 5'10) so yh you kinda missed yr chance at love with those girls back then. not much you can do abt it

I mean I'm not short, I'm kind of average in height but there are quite a few ppl who are at least an inch taller then me. There aren't that many 6,1+ guys tho. Mostly they are 5'9-6'1. Btw I live in Eastern Europe.

 

[AlphaLooksmaxxer666]

wear lifts and mog

 

[Elias144]

Maybe try some psychedelics if you haven't already. I did a lot in college and that's how I got my epiphany to become a doctor which is the only goal that really keeps me going. I'm similar to you I'm a bit taller but good physique mmtn/hmtn. Got a good group of guy friends and plenty of access to women but I just don't care. The only thing that keeps me motivated is this arbitrary goal I set for myself and also stubbornness and ego.