How do I reconcile not wanting a serious relationship but also not wanting to be alone?

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I couldn't function in a LTR because I'd constantly be internally raging over her having been fucked by dozens of men who aren't me and the rage would inevitably spill out eventually and ruin the relationship
I'd also constantly be worried about getting cheated on
A relationship without these issues would be so good but it is impossible

 

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I’m a jealous guy