prettyboy.elyas
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There was this chopped virgin girl from Morocco I was friends with. She saw our whole friendship as a situationship, but I just viewed the bitch as a friend I could get intimate with, a side distraction, nothing more. Anyway, she broke it off 'cause of the distance. She didn't want kids, was on antidepressants, and was too ugly for me to the point I straight-up struggled to get attracted to her and had to delude myself just to find her hot. She always showed me off like a trophy and only wanted me for my looks. The thing is, God blessed me with the looks but cursed me with anxiety, autism, and mad social awkwardness. How the fuck do I cure myself? I've tried benzos, they actually work, but I felt depressed as shit on them, and my ex-best friend turned into a full addict, so I'm hesitant as hell. I've tried Adderall and meth too; they pump up my confidence like crazy, but long-term I know they won't fix shit and will just pile on more problems. They'll probably fuck my hairline too. I just feel lost. When I overhear people having those normie convos, I legit feel like shooting myself. They make me cringe so hard it hurts.
