Canwefixit
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Right now I am a loser. I jack off 4 times a day for like 30 mins each time, I eat terribly and don’t get the motivation to eat, my place is a mess as I cba to clean, I waste time on the internet in my free time, and I drink alcohol most days. I’m in £4,000 debt.
Yet there were two times in my history I wasn’t like that. 2018 and 2021.
The June 2018 Canwefixit empire: I went on a 37 day NoFap streak, was learning spanish for an hour a day, eating a vegan diet JFL (before you come antivegan, at least I had the discipline to eat lots of homemade food, rather than being my current KFC shill self). In this empire, I was meditating and sleeping 9 hours a night. I felt really fucking good. I was 16 years old and blackpilled but I was willing to fight. The empire came crashing down after my NoFap relapse and also my dog dying causing grief.
The November 2021 Canwefixit empire: after getting rejected by a onetisis, I had an insane motivation to improve my life. This second empire was even better than the first.
I went to the gym most days and gained 10kg (probably 1kg was muscle but its better being 10kg heavier than a skinnyfag), I ate 30 raw eggs per day, I ate 1kg of beef per day, I drank 4 litres of raw milk per day, went on a 21 day NoFap streak, had a wageslave job yet still fit everything in, I learnt spanish again, had £6,000 in savings, I would often drink alcohol and have a great time with mates, was chatting to a new girl (she became the fat sheboon onetisis I talked about). The empire came crashing down in February when I started skipping the gym, relapsed on NoFap, stopped eating so much, spent too much time with the sheboon onetisis rather than building.
I had an immense appreciation for life despite being blackpilled.
Yet now I am blackpilled and a loser. I want to revive the canwefixit empire where I stop rotting online, go to the gym, eat well, be disciplined, and sort my finances out. There is potential for me to have a good life despite the unfair cards I have been given.
Yet there were two times in my history I wasn’t like that. 2018 and 2021.
The June 2018 Canwefixit empire: I went on a 37 day NoFap streak, was learning spanish for an hour a day, eating a vegan diet JFL (before you come antivegan, at least I had the discipline to eat lots of homemade food, rather than being my current KFC shill self). In this empire, I was meditating and sleeping 9 hours a night. I felt really fucking good. I was 16 years old and blackpilled but I was willing to fight. The empire came crashing down after my NoFap relapse and also my dog dying causing grief.
The November 2021 Canwefixit empire: after getting rejected by a onetisis, I had an insane motivation to improve my life. This second empire was even better than the first.
I went to the gym most days and gained 10kg (probably 1kg was muscle but its better being 10kg heavier than a skinnyfag), I ate 30 raw eggs per day, I ate 1kg of beef per day, I drank 4 litres of raw milk per day, went on a 21 day NoFap streak, had a wageslave job yet still fit everything in, I learnt spanish again, had £6,000 in savings, I would often drink alcohol and have a great time with mates, was chatting to a new girl (she became the fat sheboon onetisis I talked about). The empire came crashing down in February when I started skipping the gym, relapsed on NoFap, stopped eating so much, spent too much time with the sheboon onetisis rather than building.
I had an immense appreciation for life despite being blackpilled.
Yet now I am blackpilled and a loser. I want to revive the canwefixit empire where I stop rotting online, go to the gym, eat well, be disciplined, and sort my finances out. There is potential for me to have a good life despite the unfair cards I have been given.